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Crash [Chapter 13]

Tragedy Created on 8-31-08 Views(100) Story Rating PG13

Realization

 

I wake up. I am sweating like I have just run the mile. I shouldn’t still have that nightmare. I should be able to get over it. It should not be haunting me six years later.

 

But it is haunting me. I know why. Because in actuality it is my fault that Mom is dead. Not Dad’s, not Mom’s, mine.

 

I drove Dad to sleep with Lydia. Me.

 

The day I turned ten I told him that he wasn’t allowed to do that to me anymore. I told him that I would tell somebody. I told him that I would kill him. I told him that I would kill myself.

 

One years later he found Lydia. He needed someone unleash his sexual desires on. I told him it couldn’t be me. It’s my fault he cheated on Mom. It’s my fault that she killed herself. Everything is my fault. Everything is always my fault.

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On September 1st 2008 animallover925 Said :
animallover925 wow so sad!!!
On September 1st 2008 xxxshylaxxx Said :
xxxshylaxxx wow...its like a triple s...sweet short and sad...=[ kmp...
On August 31st 2008 leona136 Said :
leona136 short and sweet