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The night was just like any other.I was over at my nana's.I was a 12 year old girl who had just came back from the movies.And like most pre-teens i was surfing the internet.i didnt have a care in the world until the phone rang.

The number read my best friends digits.I was wondering why his number was on the caller id he didnt know i was here.

I could hear my nana yell from downstairs.It was not my friend in fact i didnt know but my firned would never be able to pick a phone up again.

My nana said his mom said that her husband chuck had hung himself right in front of jordan.

So in a hurry she drove over to his house to pick up her grand daughter [jordan].I had no idea what was going and prayed to god my friend was okay from having to see his dad hung.

It was only me and my aunt and sister left at the house.About an hour passed and my nana finally came home.Still no one would tell me a thing.

I was watching t.v when my mom and dad came through the front door.they turnded the t.v off and told my sister to go up stairs.

It was not my friends dad who had hung himself.It was my friend.

I denied the fact that he was gone.I denied that it was true.

It just couldnt be.He cant leave me here not with all these problms i have.

It was not till that moment in my life i realized how cruel life could be.

It can take 9 long months to bring someone into the world.And take years to teach them how  to interact with the world,But in just a few seconds ones life can end.

Pain.sorrow and hate washed over me.

The next week would not be easy.I would only get one more chance to see him and he wouldnt be able to even see me.

There was no more hugs.

No more kisses.

No more phone calls.

It was over.

The best thing that had happened to me was taken away from.Like it wasnt mine to keep.

I couldnt eat,sleep, none the less think or do anything for my self.

I just layed on the couch all day.Some how my body moved and words came out my mouth but it was as if i was not doing them.As if all the blood from my body,all the life, had been drained.Just like my friends had.

Not only was he my best friend.He was my first love,My first boyfrined.First kiss.

No matter how much i tried to deny he was gone.

the truth remained.

I would never again be able to see the only good thing that had happened to me again.

Slowly he came into the world.And with only a rush of wind he was gone.

How he was able to hang himself in that closet still hauts me.

I keep thinkin why him?why my baby? Why did he have to leave me?

Some thought it would be mean to hate him for it.But i did.And i know he knew it.

I always have some thought that it was my fault.If i would have gotten a hold of him he would have come to the movies with us that night and would still be here.

Te worst part was the movie i saw was bridge to tereibitha.

And if u have seen that movie you will know that the lil girl died because the boy didnt take her along with him.

Just like me.And i dont think it was coincendence i saw that movie that day.I think it was a sgn and i just didnt realize it.

So i leave you my friends.To sit and to wonder.How can a 13 year old girl be able to go through such horror?How can she be able to write this with out a tear shed?

I am sorry i wont be able to answer those questions for you for i have to go and see my friend in my dreams.

I am also sorry if i have left any crying.That was not the oint if my story.

The point was to inform how easily life can be taken away.

So next time think about what you have to live for.Becuase it just takes a few seconds and that can all be taken away from you.

R.I.P ADAM LUMPKIN 2-12-93 -  3-4-07 ~SON,UNCLE,BOYFRIEND,BEST FRIEND~FOREVER IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS. YOU ARE MISSED~ YOUR SPRIRIT LIVES ON IN US~