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broken in 2
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 Created on 11-16-07
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this all happened last year when i was in gr10. we all know how it feels to fall inlove for the first time. that is a really good feeling, because you know this guy really do loves you as he says he does.
2years ago his little sister got in a accident were she died. i saw this guy alot and my dad knew his parents very well so we got close and started dating. i oved him so much and i saw him almost everyday we couldnt get enough of each other.the relationship between me and his parents were great they made me feel at home. so 4 months past and it was his last year in school he wrote his last exam tests. we didnt go to the same school. we didnt see each other a lot in that time so he decides to see a girl in his school. he didnt tell me anything but he acted strang i didnt bother to ask why i just tought it was about the exams that is putting presure on him. so on that time i chatted with my friends in his school on mxit. where i got a text saying i didnt know u and your guy isnt going out anymore. i didnt know anything when i asked him what is going on and why does people tell me were out. he told me that was bull shit and im the girl he wants to marry. that words made me feel better. about 3 of his friends told me how sorry they were for me about me and me bf. so this one friend we were chating and he told me that my bf has a new gal that realy broke me because as far as he said we are still going out. so this new gal invited me and told me that i must stop sms and calling my bf coz we are out and they are now going out. we chatted and she tried to get me yealous well she got that right but that relationship didnt last. so on a day she invited me to her house to show me the letters he wrote to her. everything that he told her he said to me and he gave me a necklase that he also gave her. i went to him and asked him about the letters and he denied it but i held all his letters in my hand so that he could see it. he kept on lying about it and afterward he said what is so wrong to write letters to his friend. he said it so asif he didnt say how he felt about her. well i told him we are out and i dont want him back and he mustnt stay in contact with me i dont want to know anyting about him that is a chapter i want to forget. well that was hard to do and 2 months after what he did he start sms me but i didnt answer him he told me that he loves me and he really misses me and wants me back. i told him that he cheated on me and i wont trust him and with out trust we wont make it and he broked my heart so i dont want him back and i pretended that i was doing fine with out him but he didnt know that i was broking each day more inside.
well its now almost a year ago and i got over him that was really hard because i would get a guy and just keep him for a weak but know i have this really cute guy who i really do trust with my whole heart and what we share is something more special than what me and my x had. me and my new bf is now giong out for 4 months know and things just gets better eveyday. i thank god for sending me someone special who accepts me for who and what i am and sitting up with my moods i sometimes have. o yes and when my x started cheating on me its was because i didnt wanted to have sex with him and at that time i still was a virgin. al i can say now is that im still scared of getting to close with anyone and getting hurt like i was before.
this new bf of mine sometimes talks about his future and what he wants to do. but always when he talks about it he says that he would wait until im finished with school which is next year and he really wants to marry me someday. i really do believe him because the way he says it is so different than the x and he puts meaning in it so i hope we really get married and hve a great life.
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