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when the world stopped

when the world stopped

Creative Created on 12-13-06 Views(54) Story Rating G

I almost died.

when I had Gabby, she got stuck because she was facing up instead of down, so they had to do a c-section. Good thing because she was starting to go into distress. They got her out ok, and oh my god she was just beautiful. You should have seen her, she looked like an angel. They gave her to matt so that he could help get her cleaned off and weighed and such. Thinking it would be a few minutes and I would be going back to the room, I went back to sleep.
Two hours later, I woke up and I was still in O.R.
that was the first sign something was up.
The knock-out doctor(whatever you call them, can't spell it anyway) was standing over me with this "oh shit" look on his face, and I asked him why they were giving me blood. He told me that my uterus wasn't closing fully like it was supposed to and that they were trying to stop the bleeding but nothing was working. I heard the doctors on the phone calling people at Vanderbilt, Erlinger, Cenntenial, and Baptist hospitals. No one could figure out how to make it stop. There was blood all over.
But in the middle of everything, I felt a hand stroking my hair and Grandpa telling me everything was going to be allright, and not to worry. See Grandpa died just over a year ago, and I've missed him, but he told me that I wasn't going anywhere and that I hd to raise a good great-granddaughter for him.
So I told the doctor that if you can't make it stop bleeding, take it out. I told them to make sure and tell matt and mom that I was allright and not to worry either, cause I knew they would be worrying themselves into a frenzy, which they were. they had to get the ok to do the hysterectomy from matt but there really wasn't a choice. do it or die.
I didn't get back to the room until almost 5 am. i had gone in at 11:30 pm. mom and matt both ended up getting sick after worrying so much but that's understandable.
I'm just so glad everything turned out ok and that she's healthy, but mostly that I'm here to see it. And to tell you the truth, I was more worried about mom and matt than I was myself. Isn't that strange?

 

pictured is the little girl that was so hard to get into this world, and the one i couln't feel whole without.

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On December 14th 2006 BubbleBum Said :
BubbleBum Thats really sad. But good now its all over. <3
On December 13th 2006 truextacy Said :
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This story made me cry because i'm happy that your alive to enjoy your baby. last year day after Christmas i went into early labor "I was 24 weeks with Twins" I ended up having to get a emergency c-section and my boys were born bothi wieghing 1 pound. The next day god took them away from me. I was heart brokenb, but i had to be strong for the rest of my family, my husband and my Daughter. in the middle of trying to be strong. i forgot to take care of myself and i got a bad infection. I had a fever of 106.5. At that point i wanted to die to get to hold my boys, but when i look into the eyes of my Daughter who is now 2. I regret ever even thinking that. Again I am happy to hear that your able to enjoy the life of your daughter