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“I proposed to her” he repeated unclenching his fist and opening it to show a gold band with a single small diamond. I didn’t want to ask if she said yes but I didn’t have to.

“She said yes” he wiped away some tears. “I asked her that night in the rain as we were waiting for Landon”

“Landon” I whispered to myself. I pulled him close to me and he sobbed harder then I had ever seen him cry yet. Brielle and Brayden walked into the room and found us on the floor Tyson in my arms. Brie turned to Brayden who took her into his arms as he just stared at Tyson.

“I can’t even image how he must be feeling” Brayden said once we were back at my house and Tyson was asleep in my bedroom. “I mean if it had been you” he looked at Brie and shook his head not wanting to think about it. His care and concern for Brie made me think of Landon and his lifeless body lying in the hospital bed.

“He is going to wake up” Brie said as if reading my mind, she patted my are affectionately.

“I hope your right” I gave her a weak smile back. “You know I think I will go out and get some air” I said grabbing my keys.

“Do you want me to come with you?” Brie asked.

“No, no that’s okay I kind of just want to be along right now” then I walked out the door and into got into my car and drove to the one spot I knew that I could get the most thinking done. When I reached the cliff where Brayden had taken me so many months ago I waked to the ledge and sat there with my feet hanging off. After the fight I had with Landon about him smoking (the one before we had sex for the first time) later on he gave me a cigarette and told me to hold onto it just incase a day came when he really needed it. I thought it was really stupid because I told him I wouldn’t give it to him but I think he counted on me to do that anyway. He counted on me to make him think about his life but I think he did it mostly because if I refused to give it to him he would know that someone still cares for him in this fuck up world. I dug through my purse looking for the cigarette, I am pretty sure that this would count as one of those moments when I really needed something to take my mind off everything. But while searching for the cigarette I found my birth control pills. I took them out and held them in my hand, it had been more than a week since I had taken them. With everything that had been happening birth control seemed like the least of my problems. What’s the point? I thought to myself. The doctors had told us that the longer he is asleep the less likelihood he would wake up. In a moment of frustration I chucked the pills as far as I could over the cliff; I screamed out with rage and frustration and grief. I had so much pain built up inside me that tears just couldn’t get rid of; and to my surprise screaming seemed to help, so I continued to do so till I had no voice left and I fell to me side curling up into a ball and cried. I felt as if the all the life within me had been sucked dry and all that was left was this empty shell of a body. I don’t quite know how to explain what happened next but it was as if I heard Landon calling my name in the wind and my body told me to go to the hospital. Something was wrong. I could just feel it.

(i'm sorry guys! i know its taken me forever and a half to get this story posted but i couldnt log on for the longest time! but now i can so WOOP WOOP! and also i am working on a horror story it is a little different from what i normaly write though i dont no wen exactly i will post it but i will keep you updated if you wish. sorry again and i hope you enjoy!)