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Landon looked into my eyes.

“Really?” he smiled. I smiled and laughed.

“I love you, I love you, I love you!” I laughed. I was so happy everything that had happened that day had slipped from my head. Well all but the pain of being hit over the head anyway.

“God, I love you so much Lacey!” he rested he forehead on mine then kissed me. I moaned a little in his mouth causing him to get hard. I pushed him back on the bed then straddled on top of him kissing him over and over again.

“Landon” I whispered into his ear as I took my hand and moved it down his stomach to his bulge. As soon as I reached it how ever he immediately stopped kissing me and sat up. “Landon? What’s the matter?” I said confused. He turned back to look at me.

“I’m just tired is all” he replied but I could tell that it wasn’t just that. I mean what sane guy turned down a free invitation to do sexual things. Landon laid back down on the bed and covered himself with the covers. Isn’t that my role, aren’t I the one who should be turning down the sex? Was all I could think.

“Don’t you want me?” I asked looked down into my lap feeling very self couscous. “Am I… not attractive to you?”

“God no Lacey!” he sat up grabbing my hands and held them. “Lacey you are far from unattractive, you are beautiful and sexy and gorgeous and amazingly attractive. And don’t you ever think other wise you hear me?” he said holding my gaze. “There are just some things I have to figure out right now, and it has nothing to do with you or your looks. Just trust me, when that time comes I promise you it will be I night to remember. I just want everything perfect for you” he smiled and pulled me in for a kiss. I crawled under the blankets and cuddled up to him, my mind not totally at ease. He spooned me for a good long hour before he finally fell asleep but I could not sleep. There was just so much on my mind.

“There is something you’re not telling me” I whispered into the night air but knowing that I would not get an answer. And that’s the way it went for the next 2 months. My dad became used to the fact that Landon was around a lot and even became okay with the idea of Landon sleeping here some nights. About 2 weeks after the attack with Lucas, Brielle and Brayden started to date. Part of my anger towards Brayden had faded the day he helped save me and my best friend. Tessa and Tyson are coming up on their 9 month anniversary and are still going strong. Lucas has a life sentence for the murder of a 19 year old girl, drug trafficking, attempted rape and murder, and running from the police. So basically all good there. My only problem now is Landon, Landon and the fact that I have never been to his house I have only ever met his mom the once when he was in the hospital, oh and the sex thing as yet to happen. I don’t understand I am putting myself out there like no other, I mean I am a virgin he should take it as a compliment that I want my first time to be with him, buuuut noooo.

“Landon where exactly do you live?” I asked him one day after school as we sat on my couch watching TV. “I mean what is the address? I mean you do realize that I have not once been to your house” He looks over at me trying to think of what exactly to say.

“Speaking of home I think I should get going” he said changing the subject.

“Cool why don’t I go with you?” I asked

“Babe I have a lot of homework. But I will call you tonight okay?” he said leaning over to give me a kiss but I just pushed him away. “Come on Lacey don’t be like that” he pleaded.

“Why don’t you want me at your house?” I persisted.

He sighed “It is really messy” he said looking at me. My eyes widened. Was he serous?

“Landon you have seen my house in its worse I am sure your house can be all that much worse.” He sighed again and mumbled something under his breath so I could hear. “What was that?” I asked getting a little pissed.

“Nothing, babe I really have to go though” he frowned a little.

“Fine go” I said crossing my arms over my chest and completely ignoring his intent stare waiting for me to give him a goodbye kiss. He left without another word. What the fuck was his deal!

(okay sorry it took so long to get out. i have exams on thursday, monday, and tuesday, and then i have surgery on friday so i am pretty booked with studying and all but i will try and get more out soon. and sorry if it is moving a little fast!)