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I AM LOSING MY MIND!
i must be, no way this is happening. i am losing my mind... i am losing my mind....

i closed my eyes, when i opened them i was still in my room, sitting on my bed, with the Said - To- Be werewolf sitting in a chair resting his elbow on his knee with his chin in his palm staring right at me.
     i twirled my fingers on my blanket to help myself think. i had to remain calm about this, i really wanted to scream, but i wasn't. letting out a sigh i asked him if he was really a werewolf. "yes" he replied.
i was in denial about it. i couldn't believe such a thing.
"do you want proof?" he offered, standing.
"um..." i turned my head away, unwilling to say yes and then be proven wrong.
he moved closer to me.
     taking his fingers he traced them over my eyes, making me close them.

"open" he said.
i did so.
i could feel my mouth drop into a perfect lower case o. his dark green eyes were only inches away from mine. he then turned and jumped on the chair, maneuvering to face me again before sitting, dark fur rustling.

"do you believe me now?" it talked, wolf lips moving to pronounce every word perfectly.
i was still not believing. i laid down in my bed, closing my eyes. Tomorrow... after a good rest... I'll believe it....
                                         ~~~

his breath was hot and smelt like flesh.

"wake up" a soft whisper echoed my mind. i tried to open my eyes, but it seemed impossible. i was still out of my body.
     "wake up kiki! hurry!" this was important, i could tell. try as i might, i was still cross between sleep and awake.
"kiki!" a sharp bite at my ankle sure woke me up. i jumped up 2 feet then landed hard against my bed. i reached around rubbing my ankle. "what!" i said a little too loud.

"your father is coming!" she snarled.
"turn back!" i said in an almost whisper, running to my door.
"I'll be naked!"
"what do you mean?! don't your clothes change with you?!"
"I'll explain later! where do i hide?"
"under the bed, quick!"
      he scrambled under the bed. just as quick as omen left my father burst through my door, pushing me "WATCH OUT!" he shouted, taking another sip of beer.

"daddy!" i stuttered, "you were supposed to knock..."
"my dad leaned in close to me. his breath made my eyes water. "my sorry my love" his voice changed to sweet and charming.
i knew what he wanted. he gently touched my neck, running his finger down to my collar bone. i turned my head toward my bed as he ran his other hand through my hair.
"daddy..."
"sh-h" he leaned in and kissed my neck.
"daddy... please don't make me-."
"SH-H!" he gripped my neck tightly, making me gasp.
     a growl escaped from under my bed.
"what was that!" my father yelled throwing me down. i almost hit the chair omen was sitting on.
just then omen came out of his hiding place. he held his head low to the ground and pulled out his chest to make himself look bigger.
my dad was too drunk to be scared. he only grew more angry. AT ME!
     my dad turned to me, "what the hell is that?!  what the F***! you F***ing B***h!"

     he lunged at me and i crumbled up pulling my arms and legs together around me.
   omen tackled him before he reached me. he snarled at my dad who was starting to think level headily.
"wh-wh-"
      i jumped up and wrapped my arms around Omen, tears streaming my eyes.
"please daddy! let me keep him!" i cried.

he gritted his teeth.
     Omen growled again, teeth flashing.
my dad hissed. i continued to cry, "please! let me keep it!" i cried and burrowed my face in omen's thick rough fur.
     my dad lifted himself, picking up the fallen beer bottle from the floor. a wet stain was left as evidence of it being there.
without a word my dad left, slamming the door behind him.
i flinched at the noise.
    "kiki?" omen's voice was soft, and warm.
i didn't want to speak.
"yes?"
i didn't want to be seen.
"are you okay?"
i didn't want to be there.
"yes..."
i didn't want to be known.
"does... this mean I'm staying with you?"
i didn't want to exist.
"i suppose" i wouldn't look up from his furry body.
i was too embarrassed.
     The warm fuzz against my face slipped away into warm soft skin. he changed back. strong arms wrapped around me, pulling me close.
i wished i had met him along time ago. i wished i had known him my whole life, or most of it at least. if i had, i would've kissed him then and there.
                                      ~~~

i guess it was a good thing most of my wardrobe consisted of big t-shirts and baggy pants.

ZIPP

"thanks" he said adjusting my baggy pants. "no problem" i wiped my face dry of any tears.
he rubbed his hand against his hair to neaten it out. i walked up and fixed it myself.

a knock came at my door, i began to panic. the hair on my head prickling upward toward the ceiling. if my hair wasn't so long and heavy I'd have a fuzz ball on my head.
     "arra' two voices came, with one overly dominate voice going. "shut up!" to her mimic. it was Jamie and Megan. i assume Debra was there too, just wasn't saying anything.
     i opened the door. yep, all three standing there together as usual. i felt detached from them, they were different after today, or... i was different. "you ready?" Jamie asked glaring at me. what did i do to make her look at me that way?
"for what?"
"the movies!" she bent her arms resting her hands against her hips.
"oh! yes. i am" i turned my head looking at Omen. he nodded at me.
                                            ~~~

Jamie isn't talking to me. even if she wanted to she'd have a little trouble. she, Megan, and Debra were ahead of me and Omen. why did he have to be there? why did it have to happen? he's not talking to me. is he feeling sorry for me? or does he have nothing to say?
"oh! my cell phone!"
"huh?"
"it was in my book bag. i left it behind when..."
"oh" it was quiet again. the warmth was welcomed in the cold air. sudden maybe, but welcomed. my heart beat hard against my chest. his hand holding mine sent a shiver up my arm and to the rest of my body. he must have felt it cuz the next i knew his arm was around me, pulling me to press against him. "thank you" i whispered. "thank you..."