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+ 57	Bound and raped.[v.5]
+ 41	Bound and raped.[v.4]
+ 45	Bound and raped.[v.3]
+ 43	Bound and raped.[v.2]
+ 12	The sweet life of Georgie. [3]
+ 14	The sweet life of Georgie. [2]
+ 15	The sweet life of Georgie. [1]
+ 70	Bound and raped.[v.1]
+ 9	me and ali.
+ 12	i am a total failure.

i woke up this morning, sun breaking the horizon, shining in my eyes.. i rolled over and put my head under the cover.wondering why the world was filled with light again. i am in a deep spiraling depression.were i am no longer a person, i am angry and emotional. i sit up. cross my huge house,its a old, victorian beach house sit down and start eating. the house is quite. its earily quite. i wonder why. usually the house smells like weed in the morning, i walk in to my parents room, empty as usual still not back from the club."freakin idiots" i mutter to myself, and i walk back and sit in my usual spot, the darkest spot in the house.i started to think about this girl i had met on myspace. her name was Ali. there was something about her actions and love towards me, that has struck into my heart. like a knife. she makes me smile, cry, love and lots more. we have talked for awile now. it turned from a "do i know you" to a "i love you."


you may be sitting there wondering why i am writing this...but..idc..keep reading
 
"who am i kidding." i thought to myself."she doesnt love like i love her."
and plus it'd never work, i thought to myself. only in our dreams. and our ever so deeping love to each other. whats really sad is my girlfriend i love her so much, but now that i am in love with Ali, so much i keep looking for Ali in her. i am crying now. crying for love. crying for peace. crying for darkness. crying for love, crying for things and people that i lovee, thought, and crying for those who i miss and adore. and crying for. Ali. my kid. i even came up with a cute pet name for her.  "Ali~Cakes." i just wish there was a way to lay in her arms forever.

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