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Dear Diary,

It's another day and the weekend has past. It wasn't much fun no one really came to visit me. I didn't expect them too to be honest with you. I mean I saved Sarah and Amandas asses and do you think I even got a thank you? No! I didn't they act like I'm a complete and utter stranger. I am about ready to tell everyone to just go blank themselves. The only one who seems to even care about me now is Kristine. People keep telling me she is bad news and that I should stay away. I always ask them, What do you care? Just like expected there was no reply they just walked away.

I know she is bad news but everyone needs someone they can turn to you know what I mean? Hopefully I will find  more friends in the process to but you never know. Everyone might hate me when I just turn into a cold hearted B****. I can see myself doing that. I am going to ask my mom tomorrow if I can go to Kristines house tomorrow after school. Hopefully she will not be to scared to let me leave the nest. It should be fine I haven't seen a hyde or hair of those guys since this whole thing happened.

 Well my newest bestest friend we are now pulling into our lovely 4 million dollar school that takes 15 minutes to get to your other class from your last one. I will tell you more about our ridiculously large school when I get off. I will talk to you later bye bye for now.

 Later that day after school.

 Hey buddy,

 I'm back but I am sure you have noticed that by now. I met an awesome guy today at school.He is Amanda's friend Jackson I mean he isn't hot or gorgeous or anything as a matter of fact he is quite heavy. He is about 6'2 almost a foot taller then me and I swear has to be close to 300lbs. He is one of those really really sweet guys heavy but popular you know the big teddy bear everyone loves.

 I just hope we stay friends. He doesn't know that I am one of the most messed up people in the world right now. I know I won't be like this forever well at least I hope not anyway. Kristine and I didn't ditch today surprisingly maybe we will tomorrow I don't know yet we'll just have to wait and find out what the day brings.

 Kristine said it is ok if I go to her house tomorrow. All I need now is my mothers approval hopefully that is a yes too. It is a little doubtfull after all the current events. Kristine said when we get to her house she has something she wants me to try. I don't know what it is but hopefully I will like it. When I get home I am going to pop a pain killer to escape my life for awhile. I think I like this whole being high thing. It seems to be helping me escape my life for awhile. The only bad thing is it doesn't last forever.

 Well I am off for now. I'm finally home I will write you tomorrow and tell you about what unfolds tomorrow. I will talk to you later goodbye.