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Dear Diary,

Hello good morning. It's another day. Im getting ready for school. Kristine better bring my cigerettes to school today. I didn't give her money for nothing. I swear if she steals my money there will be hell to pay. After what I have been through I will be damned if someone is going to steal from me on top of it. That was my lunch money. I figured I would rather have cigerettes then eat the nasty school lunch. I can always eat at home.

Well I am getting on the bus right now. We will see if she had the potential to be  a real friend or a lying enemy. I hate riding on this bus. Maybe all my friends will be there today. They should have figured out by now I'm not dead. I had to call them all last night to let them know you can't always believe what you read in the papers. They didn't come see me in the hospital because they weren't allowed. Hospital rules are if your in the icu only immediate family is allowed to visit. How stupid is that? I think its really retarted.

Well we are pulling into the school now. I will talk to you later.

Later that day.....

 Hello friend I am back. My new friend Kristine brought my cigerettes. I was actually kind of surprised. I took her for the stealing type. I guess looks and quick overviews can be decieving. Well it's a good thing for me and her that she brought them. Well all my friends were there today but they acted like they didn't know me. Heather started acting like she did when we got kidnapped and thrown into that van. She acted like nothing happened and whatever I said was a big fat lie. The teachers were acting like I was a fragile little kid too. I''m not a little kid. I mean granted I'm only 14 but I already had to learn that life isn't always beautiful and care free. I had to learn the hard way. I only made it through half the day.

 I ditched after lunch with Kristine and we went back into the woods. This time we went farther into the woods to insure we wouldn't be seen by any nagging teachers. We stayed there the rest of the day until the busses came. We sat out there and talked about things for hours. We talked about her life and I talked about mine. I learned that her parents could care less about her. They let her do whatever she wants as long as she isn't bothering them. She says her dad is always gone and both of her parents are alcholics. I guess I'm a little jealous although I'm thankful for not having parents like hers. I mean granted my parents are strict but they care about me. If they didn't there would probably be no one to claim me at the hospital.

 I feel kinda bad for her. On another note though it would be nice. I wouldn't get in trouble for anything that I do and pretty much could do whatever I wanted. She said that she is dating an older man she is 14 to and her boyfriend is 24 thats a big age difference. I think I am going to go to her house one of these days soon. That is if my mom lets me. Keith and I broke up. I guess he couldn't handle being with someone whos virginity was stolen from her. There is a real man for you.

 Well I am going to go for now I will probably talk to you more tomorrow. Goodbye for now my personal confidant.