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May 19th, 1999

 Dear Diary,

It's about 7:00 in the morning I am getting ready for my first day back to school. I can't wait to see all my friends. I wonder what Amanda and Heather will say. Well I will write to you on the bus. I got to get in the shower and look all beautiful for school. Bye friend.

 Later on the bus.....

Hey I'm back. There is no one on this bus. My friends aren't on today. There is some people on here but I don't like them. We are almost to the school. Oh I almost forgot to tell you what I was wearing. I am wearing my pink shirt that say Don't stare too hard and a tight pair of blue jeans. They are hurting my stomach though because of the bullet wound. It will be ok though I have my pain killers. Well we are at the school. I will write you back later and let you know how it goes.

 Later that day.....

Hey Diary it's lunch time. You are never going to believe what happened. I feel like I am in the twilight zone or something. Everyone looked at me like I was some kind of freak or ghost. Then Josh told me why everyone was staring at me when I screamed at them and ask where all my friends were. "They are at home your your supposed to be dead." is what he said, or something like that. Then on the loud speaker the annoncer was like please take a moment of silence to remember Francine Jones. I was like what the fuck im not dead.I guess someone wrote in the newspaper I had died of a gunshot wound last night at the hospital. I hope it wasn't those men. They said they would come looking for me if I told the cops what had happened. Maybe my mom put it in the newspaper hoping the men would read it to keep me safe. I dont know I will figure it out later.

Then I went to my locker and stupid Linda ran and jumped on me. She screamed "Oh my God Francine your not dead." I was like duh. She hurt my stomach so I had to take another pain killer. Oh my god here comes Kristine. She isn't one of the best influences around here. I heard she is bad. She does drugs and smokes and drinks alchol kinda like Heather. Heather doesn't try to make me do it with her though. Why is she coming over here? Well it looks like she wants to talk to me so I guess I will talk to you later. Good bye my friend.

 Later after school......

Dear Diary,

I am back Kristine got me to ditch school with her after lunch. Something told me it was a bad idea but I did it anyway. We went to the woods behind the school. She had a pack of cigerettes and I never smoked in my life. She asked me if I wanted one. I told her no at first but she kept on being persistant about me trying one so I told her I would. I just held it there in my hand for a minute before she handed me her plain pink bic lighter. I sat there and stared at the lighter until she told me to stop being scared and lite the thing already.

I put the cigerette in my mouth. It was a newport. I took the lighter and lit the cigerette. The first drag made me so light headed.I felt like I took 5 pain killers at once. I felt really dizzy. I had to wait a moment to take another. It didnt last long. I almost had the whole cigerette done and smoked when Mr. Lynch walked up. I threw the cigerette down but he had already seen me smoking it. He asked why I did it and I told him the truth I was stressed out and mad. He said he wouldnt tell on me or Kristine but he didnt want to catch us smoking again. Kristine is buying me a back of smokes tomorrow and bringing them to school. I like them. Well mom is calling me to dinner. I will write to you some more later. Probably tomorrow. Bye for now..