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GO FUCK YOURSELF DAD |
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GIRL I WISH I NEVER MET |
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GO FUCK YOURSELF DAD
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HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN DAD
16 years since you went searching for the holy ghost
when you got lost along the way like money in the post
holyer than most, is how you used to act
spitting out qoutes from the bible, like they where facts
painting black men, women, children aswell
" IF YOU DONT WORSHIP GOD THAN YOUR GOING TO HELL"
had to take it one stop futher, couldnt just pray, NOPES
you had to shove it down peoples throats like fucking gay blokes
like that bassment jaxx song wheres your head at
when did you lose you mind, the same time your hair fell out
and your beard started to grow, gray hairs stared to show
or was it when you started speaking tonges in the road
i was only six years old, how could you subject me to that shit
"GIRLS ARE FILLED WITH SYPHALISIS" complete fucking jibberish
i was sick of it but too afraid to say,
only saw you once a fortnight, but you had to choose that day
too bible bash, i saw you lying in the street
looking like a tramp collecting trash
even though you was weird, you could of tryed to look normal
even though you was fucked in the head, its awful
im glad you did a disapearing act, SCREW YOU
how could i ever introduce anyone to you ?
"baby this is my dad, hes a religous nut"
"BE SCARED OF GOD AND GO TO HELL"
" what the fuck"
now when we talk about about your anticts they always fill me with laughter
did he really make you pray everytime you ate a mars bar
" yes, every time you put something in your mouth, you have to pray to jesus"
why the fuck do you think i never used to eat malteasers
i can slag you off now and not i dont feel bad afterward
just like all the other kids abandoned by the fathers
" i hate my dad, homer simpson lookalike fat bastard"
yea well at least you wernt stuck with Ned Flanders
who the fuck was i suposed to go to for answers
" hey dad whats this sticky shit in my pyjarmers"
you werent there to teach me shit, kicked me out because of some bitch
and i aint seen you since, but i bet you turn up now im rich
chatting shit like it werent your fault
but the fact is you just werent there
but now thing have changed and im used to you not being there
so i no longer wonder nor do i care
you could be dead for all i know
or even more fucked in the head for all i know
cause all i know, is you left without saying bye
and havent even looked back
yes the was a time, you could have built a bridge
but now the gaps are to great
if you did it would just collapse under the weight
cause now its far too late
because we all grown up
how can you be part of our lives when you have missed so much
you cant run away from your past
because your past is herreditary
the blood coursing through my vains is your legacy
that will be the only thing of you left through me
you lived like you namesake hung in the balance
now you have fallen off the wagon, the only thing that is aparent
is you aint half the man you used to be
but know i am more than you can ever be
cause you can never see the world as i see it
where you try be something, i be it
and real fast, your past is comming back to haunt you
its Gods will, it was such a big mistake, it should taunt you
daunt you, like a nervous feeling in your gutt. i call it fate
BUT YOU CAN CALL IT WATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT
your just a lost little boy
so heres one less worry for you
i dont hate you, i just feel sorry for you
in fact i pity you, ive got so much shit on you
that if i saw you in the street i woundnt even spit on you
but i dont hate you, hating takes too much effort
you aint worth the fucking time off day
and as for love, that went when you went


