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All is fair in love and war
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 Created on 5-28-08
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This all stared when I had a problem with my ex-boyfriend well like he was my fiancé and that’s when I met Aaron. It was the happiest moment of my life. He helped me with my problem. The next day he asked me out I was so happy. We talked every day and he called me baby girl and I called him Boo Bear. It was so cute. The first day I talked to him I talked to some friend of his. I was planning to run a way when we went to my ex-families house. It was snowing and I freaked out so I made up sum excuse not to leave and he said ok. I was so happy he said ok and that he would come and get me. I remember I could make him so horrny on the phone its so funny. He is the best thing that ever happened in my life and I don’t wont to see him go. I think I am one of those girls who all was needs some one in their life like I have never gone like 2 days with out a guy. I work at hooters and I used to be a hooker but Aaron told me not to be. So like a good girl I did what he said. Some times he can be a big pervert an a ass hole and he acts childish some times like rite now this is May 15, 2008…He is mad at me but I don’t know why or what I did. This is like last time. My ex-friend Sarah she must up mine and Aaron’s relationship and it’s never been the same since. I have never been the same since. I cry my self to sleep all the time because I am so scarred I am going to lose him and I cant take that pain or the sadness. I spend my days locked up in my room waiting to call him. Well that’s not the only reason I can’t stand being around my family. I don’t like them that much. Like right now its 7:17 p.m. and I am thinking about him like all was. I didn’t no what real love was Intel I met Aaron. I guess u can say that he was the turning point in my life. The thing that I prayed for all my life or at lest part of it. I wished on a star for my foretell and I think I found my foretell. And I couldn’t be happier. But I hope my foretell end happily ever after. I used to never believe in happily ever after Intel I met Aaron People say that love is every were its not trust me I would know. People say that there are other fish in the sea well there’s not. There’s only one person out there for you and when you let them go there is no hope. So hole on to the one you love and never let them go. I hope Aaron don’t go or leave me. I know I could not take that. Aaron just sent me a message OMG it don’t say any thing what is this a joke!!!! Grrrr…. This makes me so mad I could scream. I just talked to Aaron’s mom she said she don’t know that’s rough. So hopefully he talks to me. I call Aaron my Muffin Top and he calls me his honey bunch. Well every thing is ok with Aaron and me. Aaron said that he was acting like a big ass hole and that he is not mad at me.That makes me so happy. Well he said he wishes I was there with him. But what he don’t know is I have bad news to tell him hopefully he still loves me. See I am getting kicked out of my house if I say yes. So I am going to say no. See my mom found out that I was engaged. So I have to tell Aaron that I can’t marry him. I think I am going to cry. This is going to be the sadist thing I have ever done. I don’t know how I should tell him or what I should say it’s not every day you have to do something like this. I never would have that thot I would be the one who has to do this. I mean I have trouble with all of this shit. I’ve never broke up with some one in my life and I don’t know people all was brake up with me. I just now thot of something! Every relationship I’ve ever been in I all was get cheated on. I wonder if that is normal. People all was wonder why I all was get the guy. I really don’t know why it’s that way. Maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be. I don’t know. I think I just one of those thing were guys like one of those slutly girls. But what do I know. lol. Omg I just told Aaron the news and he acted like a total ass hole. He’s like oh well I guess you don’t wont to be with me and I guess you don’t wont me to sleep well at night. And I am crying now I didn’t tell him the whole truth. But I told him half of it. I couldn’t he would have been more of an ass hole then that he was acting like. I don’t know how much of this I can take. I mean it’s not my fault. He is the one who said he was coming to get me. So I don’t know what he won’t me to do. All I can do is love him with all of my heart and hope he loves me as much as I love him or more. Guys are guy you never no what they will do next. All you have to do is give them what they wont even if it’s not what you wont. See all Aaron wants from me is sex I think. I do love Aaron but some times I fill like he doesn’t care at all about my fillings. Maybe he doesn’t care about me. Maybe all he wants is some one to be his flunky or bitch. Or maybe it’s just some crazy thot but it might be true you never know. I am thinking way to much I should just calm down and breath. Take time to relax. Time to really calm your self down and just sit in the silent and breath deeply. It is May 16, 2008 and I am thinking about calling Aaron’s mom and talking to her about stuff. The time is 8:09 p.m. and I am bored. So I talk to Aaron. And then I sat in silent. It is May 23,2008 and Aaron just broke up with me. He said he does not need any more lying bullshit from me and I never lied to him. He said that I was playing mind games and if loving him and caring about him is a mind game then fuck that. I don’t know what to do I am so so sad right now. I can’t stop crying. I think I just mite die. He was my fauna and we were going to get married and to think he told me he loved me. That is a lowed of bullshit if I ever herd it. Never and I mean never tell a girl you love her then ask her to marry you then brake up with her. Don’t tell some one you love them when you don’t. She just gets hart in the proses. I think me and him should be friends but I don’t know. It is May 24,2008 and my friend Courtney came over we went to the mall I am still thinking of Aaron. Oh how this is killing my heart but I will get over it. Courtney went home she was filling sick I talked to Aaron’s mom. When I called the first time Aaron answer OMG I was so freaked out so I didn’t ask if we could be friends I just asked for his mom. That was so weird me and her talked. Then I called her agen and we talked then she had to go so I went to sleep thing of Aaron. It is May 25,2008 and I am talking to you. I am slowly fixing my myspace. I don’t wont to but I must. I must be strong even tho I’m not. People say thing to me that Aaron has told them and I don’t even no them. I finally remember his lost name and it is Morris. Anit that so funny. NOT!!! To think I was going to be Mrs. Morris now look were I am. Signal and with no one who loves me. I fill like shit right now I think I will go take some pics if you don’t know what that is tuff. lol. It is May 27, 2008 and I think I am doing a lot better than I was. I guess I am glad Aaron broke up with me. I am finally free. I guess this is were it end right here right now. I hate to tell all of you goodbye but that is how it all ends I will write a new book and I proems it will more detailed. This is the last of me and Aaron.
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