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 Created on 12-14-06
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Oct. 28, 2006 - I've been doing an incredible amount of thinking these last few weeks about my life in general. I'm only going to admit this here in this blog and to a dear sister of mine, that I cried the other day. And this is big news because I'm probably infamous for saying "I don't cry"... for anything. I never believed I could be hurt more than I was on the day my mother took her own life. For this, my emotions were numbed and what's the point of crying then? Years of this has led to a build up of a strong, cold sort of inner strength. A strength that no longer understands what love is, or what it means to be a friend. It's the kind of strength that can make you believe you do not need anyone else in this world but yourself, when underneath it all, you want to scream to the world how much you crave the togetherness of friends and family and to know love, even though I'll never admit it...and you walk away with clenched teeth and an innocent tear rolling down your cheek and a dark feeling in your heart all contained by the outer layer of strength. Feeling submersed in a dark pool of lonliness, until the tears start leaving my eyes. Thoughts and emotions running wld after being held tightly inside, my head throbbing with pain trying to not cry.... my last feeble attempt at this inner strength. Well I broke down, but I'm still strong inside... just not strong enough to be inhuman.
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Please Login to post comments| On September 30th 2007 kiaraluvszee1 Said : | |
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don't be ashamed of tears....tears show strength...if you can cry and keep going it shows you care. not that you are weak. |
| On August 3rd 2007 DeathMetalPunk Said : | |
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Wow. I admire you. |
| On June 21st 2007 kickagnome Said : | |
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You are a strong person, i can tell by your writing, it says a lot about your approach to life...i think your crying makes you stronger...You really are amazing :) |
| On June 15th 2007 bekahrox2014 Said : | |
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only real ppl cry.all the other ppl are fakes.idk where i got that from.i just like.thought that through my mind and i want to backspace it now but im too lazy to. |
| On April 12th 2007 sammyannolivel Said : | |
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No Marry me... :) your amazing |
| On February 5th 2007 Wahaneta Said : | |
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Marry me? |
| On January 27th 2007 gdfan Said : | |
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its okay to cry. it doesn't make you a wimp. Everybody cries. Even the toughest people in the world cry. So you don't need to be embarrassed about the fact that you cried for the first time in your life. Espeicially since you've had a terrible loss. But look at it this way. You still have your sister, other relitives, and friends around you. Its not too late to spend time with them. |
| On December 22nd 2006 EmoBrat4200 Said : | |
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awww wow i so know how you feel...its hard it really is |
