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this is my life
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My name is Samantha I am 25 yrs of age. I was born in Fort Oglethorpe, GA. But I was raised in my one horse town called Chickamauga .
My real mother left me when i was 6 months old my father took her to court to get custody of me an she didn't show up so of course my father got me. He then got remarried to this wonderful woman that i call mom now. Well i was going through this stage of my life were no one new what was best for me or at least i thought that they didn't . i went out an done my own thing an i got pregnant by this guy . Well when it came time to he said that i was a whore an he did not want nothing to do with the twins that i was having . So i have not let him i don't make him pay child support an i don't let him see them . This guy name Shane whom was there for me when i found out said i will step up to the plate an be daddy to the boys . So i decided that it would be best that he was daddy . But come to find out he was scared an he cheated on me well i forgave him for that . But what hurt me the most was when we got married i found a girls phone number in his wallet 3 weeks after we got married he said it was nothing but i couldn't believe him . Since he has cheated already i could not let it go an that lead to our divorce we got the divorce an decided to work it out for the children sake .
On October of 2006 i found out i was having another baby an this time it was a girl . I thought that our love would change but it really hasn't an i don't know why . I love my kids more then anything in this world an wouldn't do anything to hurt them i have said it in my head so many times that i would never leave cause i don't want the kids to be unhappy so i will be unhappy . I was told that i would never find no one with three kids who will love me for me an be there for the kids without something bad happening to them so i am unhappy but my kids have a got a smile on there faces . I will find happiness someday , sometime , somewhere
i hope you like my story kinda cheezy but it is me the real me
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| On October 24th 2007 deedmssb Said : | |
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It is sad |
| On October 24th 2007 unknownwolfie Said : | |
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this is really intresting, I always admire motherhood strength, thats bravery, but I dont think the kids would be happy if their mother wasnt. |


