A Boy I had Met (4)

As I had said before it was a good 20mins to get to my house. I don’t really remember to much of what we talked about. I was kinda of wasting time and taking long ways to my house afraid my brother was still up or hasn’t gone out yet. He asked if we could go to get coffee/hot chocolate so we stopped at Timmy Hoes (very popular cheap coffee around my area). So he ran in to get his hot chocolate when I waited in the car. Now at this point in my life I was still smoking. I swear it was one right after another. I was chain smoking my pack. I know I know not very attractive but I couldn’t help it. I was nervous as hell and well it gave me something to do.

He got back in the car and that’s when my older brother called. He asked where I was and when I was coming home. I had told him shortly then continued to ask him if he was going out? He replied with a yes answer so I knew I could head home and feel a little more at ease. As I was pulling out of the parking lot I had finished my cigarette and needed to light a new one. So I grabbed for my pack and lighter and the split sec I looked down to light my smoke a deer runs out in front of my car! I slam on the breaks almost sending him throw the windshield and almost spilling his hot chocolate on him. I was so embarrassed yet again that night. He had gotten to my house and I was still not all to comfortable with bring him in the house not knowing who was going to wake up or show up.

We sat in the backyard where yet again it was dark. It was a bit chilly that fall night but the zip ups we both had on where warm enough. My patio is set up very cute tables and a few chairs and lots of flowers for decoration. Now sure it sounds like we didn’t talk the whole time in the car but we did. We continued the same thing in the back yard where I kept smoking to keep my nervous down.

We had finally went into my basement where we sat on the sofa watching TV. I sat more in the middle of the sofa and he sat to the left of me. We decided to turn on Dane cook viscous circle. He had already seen it but I hadn’t. So as you can guess we turned it on. I was leaning in towards him about and him into me as well. I could feel his eyes on me but I didn’t want to look at him. I mean I liked that he was looking at me but I cant tell you why I didn’t want to look at him. I guess it was weird seeing him other then through pictures almost a bit surreal.

After watching and laughing at the HBO special for about a half hour he finally grabbed my face and turned it towards him and he kissed me. I mean he really kissed me! It was amazing. Sure I’ve been kissed before and had some good kisses but this one was different. After we had been kissing for maybe a good minute or so he stops with his hand on my face and says “I’m sorry I was just dying to kiss you”.

Now if that hadn’t broken the ice or made things less occurred I don’t know what would have. He then reminded me I had told him I loved to cuddled. So he put his arm around me and my head rested against this chest laughing and watching TV.