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He gave me a smile and started talking.

“Jessi you remember when we last saw each other two years ago?”

“Yeah how could I forget?”

“Well remember how I got in trouble for being with you with out telling my parents?” I looked down at the ground.

“Yes...” I said with a sad tone. Ben could tell I felt bad about that day.

“Jessi don’t be upset about that its ok.” I looked up at him.

“No it’s not ok Ben I got you in trouble…you could have lost a whole lot of trust and stuff with your parents…and that’s not ok.”

“It’s not like you meant for that to happen Jess.”

“I know but that doesn’t matter to me…I still got you in trouble.”

“Jess I could have gotten you in even more trouble if your parents found out…and that’s why I said I wanted to stop talking to you…we both didn’t want each other getting in trouble and we both didn’t want to get in trouble so that’s why I did that.”

Tears came rolling down my face. “You did this just to protect me? And you? Why didn’t you just say that in the beginning? I have been mad at you this whole time because I thought you were just being an ass…and really it was to protect us?”

“yeah” he said while he whipped my tears away. “Do you want to finish this conversation in my room?” I smiled…he knew that I hate crying in public. I nodded. So he led me to his room while I texted Jenny.

As we got to his door I saw the number…it was the number 11. What a weird coincidence!!! I thought. Ben asked me out on the 11^th of March…so I found it weird that his room number was 11. I walked in a sat at the top of the first bed and Ben came and sat right next to me.

“I’m sorry Jess.” Ben suddenly said.

“Why are you sorry?”

“First of all two years ago I totally went about that all wrong and…with what happened to you…and that right now you probably don’t want me in your life…and here I am any ways.” I shook my head.

“First of all can we just leave to years ago in the past and stop bringing it up? Second you don’t have to feel bad for what happened…I’ll be fine…and you and Jenny are the only two that I would want here with me right now!” he looked up at me shocked.

“yeah we can let what happened two years ago just stay in the past…and I do feel bad I left you and then this happens and well….” He couldn’t find any thing to say to what I said to him. But a smile did appear on his face. Then he had a weird look on his face…like he wanted to know something… “Jessi you know if you want to talk about what happened I’m here to listen.” I looked down. I really did want to talk about it with someone…and since Jenny already knew it would kind of be pointless to tell her…

“That would be nice...” I said.

“Well then start where ever you need to.” He said giving me a friendly smile.

“Well we were up north and just hanging out. That was just about the best weekend up there…” I looked down trying to hold back tears but I couldn’t. Ben scooted closer and wrapped his arms around me. “And then we were going home…and I was thinking…about how great it would be…if I could live with Jenny…” I had to stop talking I was crying so much. I put my head on his shoulder and cried.  Finally I was able to talk once more. “We were going up a hill and a car crossed over speeding and there was nothing my mom could do…that’s the last thing I remember till I woke up in the hospital.”

For the longest time Ben just sat there holding me as I cried. Eventually I fell asleep…I never meant to it just kind of happened.

Ben didn’t even reply. He pulled the blankets over me and fell asleep in the other bed. I cant believe I ever hurt her…I love you jess… he thought before he fell asleep.

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