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I spent a while in the hospital after that…I was pretty messed up! But as soon as I could I called my brother Jeremy and told him what happened. He told me as soon as he could he would be up there and help me figure everything out. I new I would have to go back home eventually and sort through everything with Jeremy…I was dreading that day so bad! I never wanted to go back to that house! I asked Jenny if she would come with and she said that she would do anything to help me out. She spent every night in the hospital with me even though she knew I would be perfectly fine.

Jeremy couldn’t get home soon so after I got out of the hospital I stayed at Jenny’s place. After a while it kind of felt like it was just the summer again and Id see my parents that weekend. But I knew that that weekend I would only see Jeremy and a house full of memories…

We decided to meet Jeremy back at my house…Jenny’s parents didn’t come it was only Jenny, her sister Nikki, and me. That was the longest two hours of my whole life! We decided we would all stay at my place that night and maybe the night after that. I was really against that idea but I didn’t see any other choice. The house was locked up from when we went up north…. I had keys but I didn’t feel like using them and for old times sake I broke in….me and my brothers always did that after school if we forgot the keys…its not like it wrecked the house or anything. Once we got in the house I stopped right in my tracks…. It was jus so weird to be back in the house…

“Keep going Jess its okay we are here” Jenny said to me reassuringly. I looked back at her and Jeremy while taking another step in. Jeremy past me trying to get some where in the house fast.

“Jenny I’m not sure I can do this… there’s just too many memories and we are just a step in the kitchen….” Finally Nikki walks in.

“Jessi there are memories for all of us and I know it will be hard for you but we are all here! Take as long as you need…cry as much as you have to…and no matter what we are going to be here for you!”

“I know that babe and I will deal with this and I’m so glad you guys would do this for me! Thank you so much!” I started crying…with all this happening I didn’t even know where to begin. We found Jeremy in Brad’s room. Jeremy and Brad used to share a room before he moved out so I’m sure it meant a lot for him to start there. I decided to start it my parent’s room. I though it would be the best and probably the hardest. I searched long and hard for something.

“Jess what are you looking for?” Jenny asked confused. She decided to stay with me in the same room.

“A will….” It was the most important thing to me at the time….it would help Jeremy and I figure out what to do with some of the stuff and the rest…well we would have to see. After a while of not finding it I looked through a bunch of stuff that us kids had given my parents over the years. I found a ribbon I gave my dad one fathers day saying he was the number one dad. I found a wooden heart and a drawing on it I gave to my mom. I found so many hand made items from when I was little… I gave up that night I just couldn’t do it any more….and I wasn’t sure if I could ever continue. This was definitely the hardest thing I have ever had to do. That night I fell asleep on my parent’s bed with Jenny next to me singing.

“I will never let you fall….I’ll stand up with you forever….I’ll be there for you through it all….Even if saving you sends me to heaven.”

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