Live or Die (part 5)

I fell into a deep sleep. my dream started out like this, I was walking in the park all by myself and it was dark there was no moon out that night. The only light that was provided was a street light in the middle of the park. I sat down on one of the swings but didn’t start to swing. I just sat there wondering in my own thoughts and staring out to what the light lit up. It was a normal PARK THE WAS A B-BALL COURT, SWINGS ,A SLIDE, AND A PATH LEADING ALL OVER THE PARK AND DOWN TO THE LAKE AND BACK. It was pretty normal except there wasn’t much grass just cement and trees I looked over at one of the trees, there was a owl in it which was pretty strange because we don’t get many of them around here and when we do it usually ends up getting caught by animal control because people call it a “wild beast who will attack you for no reason what so ever” which is the biggest load of crap ever. I turned my head back to the light and there he was again but he looked like a normal person in blue jeans and a black t-shirt but he had black hair with green highlights in it and that silver chain around his neck that almost looked like it had a cross on it or a moon. His eyes were still black but had sort of a silver or green tint to them. He looked kind of hot but I remembered that he had just killed my friend but I wasn’t that worried about him for some reason maybe because I wanted him to take my life too so I wouldn’t have to go through this pain he was inflicting on me. He was walking towards me smiling and saying something that I couldn’t make out because he was still pretty far away. He was getting closer but I still did nothing to get away maybe because I knew he wouldn’t let me get away. Then that was it he was at arms reach and I only knew that because he grabbed my arms but not forcefully just enough to hold to me. He made me stand up and walk with him over to the tree where the owl was sitting. We sat down and leaned against to tree. He was just looking at me and then he said it “I told you that you would find out in your dreams” I was speechless. I didn’t know what to say I almost forgot that I could talk. It had been at least five minutes and I still said nothing then he got up and helped me up, and we started to walk over by the lake we got half way to the lake which wasn’t that far away and at the bottom neat the boat launch was a group of people and I knew a few of them there was Jason and Alex and they were walking toward me. Alex looked way different she was pale and had black hair with what looked like purple tips and she was wearing all black except for her lip stick that was a dark purple. And Jason was wearing all black with a gold chain around his neck. He had that same pale skin and black hair but with midnight blue tips. Jason and Alex’s eyes…. Their eyes were pitch black but with purple and silver and blue and silver colors in them. I still speechless what happened to my friends wasn’t Alex dead didn’t Kevin Kill her and Jason how did he get into this. Alex got right up to me and through he arms around me and Jason just stood bak and waiting for Alex to stop hugging me to give me a hug. Kevin had walked down by the lake and walked in the middle of the group of people who I didn’t know but looked similar just had some different colors in their eyes and hair when he got down there everyone had went silent and Kevin had their full attention even Alex and Jason’s attention even thought they were still walking over to the group me right behind them. We got down to the group and everyone looked at me and then back at Kevin and Kevin grab hold of my hand and pulled me into the center of the group. He put his hands around my waist and started talking in some weird language that I had never heard then he stopped and kissed me I felt like punching him but it felt so good to be in his arms and just being kissed in front of everyone without a worry in the world of what they thought or saw or cared. He stopped kissing me and I fell into his eyes they were so beautiful and peaceful. I thought about my last boyfriend Tyler he wasn’t the best person ever he was always making me feel unwanted or all alone in the world and I felt like a ghost in my own little world that no one else could see because if they did he would punish them make them suffer. He ended up dying at the gravel pits. He was being dumb and he was drunk he went to climb on one of the gravel mounds and it toppled and he was buried under all of the gravel and I felt free I knew that feeling was wrong it just felt good to be free and a real person in this world I didn’t have to hide anymore I was my own self my own person. I forgot what I was doing for a minute Kevin he was here Tyler is in the past a forgotten soul or so I thought