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Sophie's Suicide *Part 2* |
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Sophie's Sorrowful Suicide ~Part. 1~ |
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Memories ~12~ (finale) |
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Sophie's Sorrowful Suicide |
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My Immortal Lover {5} |
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My Immortal Lover {4} |
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Memories ~Part 11~ |
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My Immortal Lover {3} |
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Memories ~Part 10~ |
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My Immortal Lover {2} |
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Memories ~Part 5~ |
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Memories ~3~ |
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My Immortal Love {1} |
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Memories ~Part 2~ |
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Memories ~Part 1~ |
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Memories ~12~ (finale)
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My life has never been the same after that incident; or should I say that I will never be the same. My mom was sent to a mental institution, where she will hopefully stay until she gets well. Me, I am stuck in the whirlwind of what is foster care. I cry for my brother every single night, and wish that it could've been me instead of him that had died. I feel guilty for being alive, since he is not. Especially since I cut myself to deal with all the pain that is held inside me. Everytime that I feel the razor blade cut into me, and the blood trickles down, I feel a release of the pressure that has built up. I have had to grow up even though I am only fourteen years of age, but I will make it through the hardships because I. AM. STRONG.
-Mellie 14 yrs.
I was silently crying as I closed my old diary. There were no more entries in it, but there were many untold stories of memories that were closed up in mind. When my mother had gotten out of the mental hospital, I was at first shocked, and then accepted the fact that she wasn't going to be locked up anymore. She had been mentally ill for a long time, and with the right meds, the medical persons said that she seemed stable enough. I am going through this old house, and her belongings because I know and realize now that she and my dad were always the weak ones. They succumbed to their problems, instead of facing them. I am not ashamed of my past, nor will I ever be, because it has helped me to become the capable, strong, and independent person I am today.
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| On August 30th 2008 Ashlev2008 Said : | |
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wow this is the best story i have ever read ! and it made me cry multiple times i seriously think you shoule an author or something ! GREAT JOB!! |
| On June 16th 2008 xXPunkGirl09Xx Said : | |
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The best story♥ |
| On June 16th 2008 hotpinkangel10 Said : | |
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best story i ever read take that as a compliment... big time cuz ive read a lot of stories |
| On May 31st 2008 C4444 Said : | |
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Nicely wrote loved it............ |
| On May 29th 2008 KiTiEwAzHeRe Said : | |
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kmpp if u keep writing. |
| On May 29th 2008 gusty13 Said : | |
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really good story |
| On May 28th 2008 hotpinkangel10 Said : | |
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GREAT STORY KEEP WRITING OTHERS IN A DIFFERENT SERIES |
| On May 28th 2008 kendiott Said : | |
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i loved your story!!!!! |
| On May 28th 2008 xHickChick789x Said : | |
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cool, awesome story |


