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Bobby begins to withdraw after he comes back from Cleveland.He began to drink alot .which was very unlike him.Bobby was never one to drink,let alone this much.He began to sink into the bottel. He had lost his will to live.Jason did'nt  like the person he became when he drank like this.He could say the meanest things to people.At times he was just evil.Once again Bobby had said something to one of their friends an there was a misunderstanding,an he was called to settle it.sometimes people don't want  to hear the truth,even when it's right in thier face.I was just being honest about my feelings he says ..I'm sorry that I hurt Lukes  feelings.Why can't Jasons other friends see he is a good person.That he will not suger coat anything.I speak the truth an don't care who it hurts.He will not put on his rose colored glasses to see a different world.This is the world he lives in.If you don't like to hear the truth then get out of my house.Jason tells Bobby that is enough.We know that you don't care,what does that have to do with  anything.I just asked you if you ate anything today or not.And by the way when was the last time you took a shower.Man you stink?Just look at your house,when was the last time it was cleaned,you have beer bottels an trash everywhere.When did you take the trash outside last.It has taken over your floor.Jason asks his other friends to please leave,so he can talk to Bobby.Jason tells Bobby that he needs to snap out of this slump he is in.He tells him he misses his old friend,an he knows he is in their somewhere.Let me help you dig your way out of this hole that you have fallen in.I know you keep trying to get out of it but you keep falling back down.I will throw you a rope ,but you must want to grab it.You have to want to climb out of it first.You must clean yourself up,are you ready to do that?,for yourself. He tells him how very sad he has been since grann passed on..I still can't say that she is dead without breaking down.I  just don't know what to do anymore,I feel so lost now.I feel like a little boy who is walking in the dark,whistling trying not to show his fear.Do you not see that you have have a problem.Would you stop if you had help.Jason tells him that before he met him he had a huge drug problem an that he got help.Bobby asks him why he never told  him that.He says everyone has secrets Bobby.Its not something that I wanted to announce to the whole world .Jason says so do I know everthing there  is to know about you.He says tell me something I don't know about you.He thinks about it for a minute.He says I hope that you will still want to be my friend after I tell you this.He says just tell me already will you.He says ok are you ready now.Tell me already will you.OK Jason I'm gay.He falls off the bed when he hears that..How could I have not known that he says.Why would I not still want to be your friend.I am just in shock is all. How did I miss that He asks why he don't date .Because I am in love with someone I know I can't have.Someone who is in love with another.He asks him does he not know that you love him.Bobby said no he don't know,he may never know how I feel about him.Maybe one day I will tell him how dearly I love him,how I can't live without him.An how I so want to be with him.Damn I wish that I could tell him it was him that I loved so much.And how I want to be with him so much.Jason tells Bobby that he is not a nice person when he drinks.You are very uncaring an shallow when you are drunk.Bobby says did you ever think that maybe I am just very upset an confused about whats going on in my life right now.I have been through hell an back in a very short time.Bobby said that he is starting to forget grann,he said that everyday he wakes up he forgets another thing.I can not even remember how she smelled, the color of her hair,or what color her eyes were.Jason says that she lives in youe heart.Bobby said did you forget how big of a part she played in rasing me.How much time I spent with her.How I spent the summers at he house.How we would drive upto her house to cut her grass all the time.Have you forgotten all those times he said.Did you forget that damn knome that you swear would  check out you ass,or that winter we built that snow man that you said was giving you dirty looks,so you kicked his ass.You said that he was curseing  you out cause you left his ass outside to freeze.We had some fun times at granns house,you were just   a different person when we were  there.I miss that person.What happened to that fun loving person.. The crazy person who did'nt care what people thought about him...Bobby knew that Jason was right.That he had changed alot.But who does'nt as they grow up..