I remember it all like it was yesterday but I wish I could forget it all today. Life was not to good for me and my two other sisters before or after my little brother death, I was only five years old but I can remember almost all the details that was a horrible night I would only relive if I could change the outtack of it. But anyway life after that would change forever, not two weeks later case workers picked me and my older sister up from school and took us home well that is what I thought they were doing, instead they were just going to pick up the rest of the litter which is my baby sister who was one at the time. They just took her right out of my moms are I did not know what the hell was going on and I could not get out of the car so all I could do was cry. When the lady got back in the car I asked her what are we doing and where are we going and if I was in trouble but she did not answer she would not even look at me and I was just crying my eyes out. Well, that was a long car ride which leaded up to foster home after foster homes. Me and my older sister stayed together but we were splited up from our baby sister, I we went to so many elementery schools that I can't even name them all, and I never stay long enoght to make any kind of friends at all but oh well. well after three years of playing pinball with familys and homes we were aloud to go back home to our mom and dad, which we were happy but nothing really had changed dad was still beating us and mom was still drinking and taking her pills but now they were a little more quite about it. We were so poor that we realery other got any thing to eat and I always got made fun of at school which did not make anything any eazyer. Well, I though thinks could not get any worst than that well, I was wrong so wrong when I was in the 5th grade and I was around let say 11 or 12 years old I was struck in the head with a golf club by one of my cousins, we were just playing and things went wrong. Well, anyway I ended up getting a broken skull that I still have to this day. I had to learn to walk again and I had to get over the fact that I looked like an alien and to make things worst it was two weeks before Christmas I swear my luck is the worst, Well, I got better and life went on I grow up left home at the age of 17 years old and went through alot of faled relationships and who hasn't right but I'm 23 about to be 24 and a few months I'm happer than I have ever been in my whole life, I'm married to the greatest man and I have the cutest little boy who is growing so fast. And things are only getting better for me so I guess things had to be really bad for me growing up so they could be wonderful for me now.