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I Quit on Life...=[[ Chapter 2.
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as my third grade year went on...things changed from being invisible to having friends to confusion, and now being used. many of my closest friends over the year have remained my friends. but none knew my DEEPEST DARKEST SECRET. a secret that still haunts me..with thoughts that are just to unimaginable to explain.
a friend of mine from school was having her 9th birthday party at my house...she spent the night at my house and we stayed up VERY late.[[it was a school night too!]] we watched movies until are eyes just couldn't take it anymore. i was deep in sleep, i wasn't aware of what i would come across when i woke up. i woke up with a deadly sight. my friend, LITERALLY on the ground... pajama pants off..shirt off..and a blody nose.
before seeing who it was that did this too my friend...i was also on the ground. BLACKOUT! i wake up a man in front of me...sweat..no shirt..no pants...no boxers..EEEWWWW! ME, with no shirt..no pants..no underwear. why couldn't i wake up before..why could i only wake up when it was over. as [[javier, man who still haunts me]] saw me waking up...he rushed up to his feet.pulled down his shirt, found his boxers and slipped them on, then his pants..i look at the clock and its 7:00 AM. my mom should be here. next thing i know..shes at the door way... expecting us to be sleeping but noticing me without clothes, friend with a bloody nose[[ she was just starting to wake up]] and javier zipping up his pants and adjusting his belt...it was pretty obvious what he was up to! mommy rushed me and my friend to her room...while javier locked himself in the bathroom and cried. we questioned lauren[[ my friend]] if she remembered anything..she cried and tremble...too scared to tell us anything. we both tremble of the thought of being used like that...at a young age..how we are both asleep and unable to wake up. we dont go to school that day or the next. mom takes me and lauren to get us checked out by the doctor...THANK GOD! NO DISESASES FOR ME! as for lauren..they suspect an infection in her and did further research on her. how are we supposed to explain this to her family. that lauren might have caught an infection from a guy who did god knows what to us and she might be diseased...it turns out shes fine. a little infection that can be cured easily over the next week.
lauren hasn't talked to me since then..neither has her parents. but how was i supposed to prevent what happened to us that night. she still keeps quiet about that and still does not feel confident about telling anybody..and even at age 14..its like a video that will replay itself over and over again in your head...nightmares im scared of having...thoughts that will forever stay with me. as for javier...he was never reported for what he had done to my friend and i..but was arrested for burglary in a nearby liquor store....he was sentenced to five years in jail 48 hours of community service. thats not long enough...GIVE HIM THE DEATH PENALTY. he dosent deserve to be alive.
My mom has helped me through all of this..even though i never went to counseling...mom was there through everything...she taught me ways of keeping myself protectd when she wasn't around!
LIFE SUCKS!
-well, another chapter of my hauntings submitted...a BAGILLION more to write about!


