Razorblade Kiss {5}

As I walked toward his dorm I thought about what he might want.I was finally there.When I knocked on the door I heard Ryan's sweet angelic voice answer "come in."I walked through the door.his dorm had been painted black,his bed had a red comforter and a small couch was on the back wall."Hey Ryan,its me Katie,ummm you wanted to show me something."I said nervously."Well I actually just want to talk."He said sadly."Ok,shoot." I said "Look,I really like you.but I don't want to see you.believe me its best like this."He said this looking away.I juat stood there,not believing what he was saying."B-but wh-wh-why.I- I really thought you liked hanging out with me."I said trying my best to cover the tears."I do.But I don't want to hurt you." he said turning towards me,and grabbing me by the shoulders."THEN DON'T HURT ME!"I yelled."Look,please I'm sorry.I JUST DON'T WANNA DO BE WITH YOU BECAUSE I LOve ----"Ryan stopped his sentance.I must have misheard,but was Ryan just about to say...nah."What did you say?"I asked trying to see if I had heard him right."Look,I gotta go."he said running out of the room.I saw a tear run down his face.I just stood in the middle of his room."But, I love you too."I whispered now positive of what i heard.I felt the tears fall,and I collapsed right there on his floor.crying myself to sleep.

 The next morning I woke up,in my own bed.Ryan mustve bought me in.I took a shower and got dressed for school,even though I had like four hours.I had to talk to Ryan.I ran toward his room.when  i got to his door.I didn't even knock.I saw him laying on his bed awake.he looked at me confused."I LOVE YOU"I screamed,standing in his doorway."Please.Don't love me."Ryan replied getting up.he grabbed me in his arms and brought me towards his bed.his eyes were darker than usuall,almost brown.Why not.you love me too.I know you do."I said not understanding why he didn't want to be with me."I do love you.but im really no good for you."he said playing with my hair."What do you mean you're no good for me."I asked,now crying."This is what I mean."he sighed,dropping my brunett hair from his hands.then he grabbed my face in his hands and leaned towards my neck.I felt his breath on my neck,and it sent shivers down my spine."No." he said,taking his face away from my neck."I'm not doing that to you."He was confusing me."This is why I can't be with you."he said showing all his teeth."I crave your blood running through your vains.""What?" I said so confused."Im being serious." "I am too.watch."he said.then he got up from the bed.and ran towards the window.ran was such an understatement for what he was doing.he was there quicker than a second,and back on the bed in less than that.then before I could say a word he grabbed me.and flashed all his teeth."I could kill you now.I could end this hunger,but for some reason I find your life to be so precious.Do you understand now?"he asked.I was too frightened to speak.When he showed his teeth like that,he reminded me of something i saw from a movie once.he reminded me of a vampire.