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I saw Joel walk in and it made me smile that he was still here. he sat next to me and smiled the best he can. I could tell he was disturbed by the way I looked.

"Im sorry that I did this to you" he said to me

"You didnt do this to me" I replyed

"Yes I did"

I let the subject go. I sigh and look at him he look so different. He look pale and you could tell he has been crying or havn't gotten any sleep. I felt bad that I have brung pain to him and to my family.

"So how are my babies?" I ask

"Their fine, but I want to talk to you about a girl name Heaven"

"Who's Heaven?"

"Your sister"

"But I dont have a sister"

"Yes you do"

I layed there confused. What is going on is this some kind of trick? The door opened and there was a girl she look so much like me almost as if she was my twin, but she look younger than me. She sat next to me. In her eyes you could see joy. Something that I was never to experince yet. She look at me and it brought a smile to her face.

"And I thought I was the Angel but it looks like you beat me kid" I said to her

"No Im not the Angel Im the Heaven"

"Heaven is better than Angel"

I layed there staring at her she is so calm, so lady like, something that mother would like. I dont get why mother gave her up but not me.

"Mother would have adored you, you know?" I said to her.

"Really?"

"Yes, mother loved to have me make into a lady but I disobeyed her all the time. You and I are completly different."

"Is that so?" She respond

"Yes, you are more like a girl and Im more like a boy. Our looks are so similar but our personalty is so different"

She laugh and so did I. She made me have faith again.

"Do you know what have happen in the last 3 years?" I ask her

"Yes I do. Everyone filled me in on everything. To tell you the truth Im kinda of scarred of you. The way everyone talk about you it frighten me."

"Dont worry Im a very good sister" I asurred her.

*****3 days later******

The doctor said that I was able to go home in about 4 more days. I was glad to hear that so I can see my babies and be with my sister. Everytime I ask about Zane people seem to ignore the question. Heaven likes to watch the news everyday. As we watch the news the lady report that there was a car crash. The driver was drinking and driving and had died in the crash and as for the others only minor injurys. It frighten me of what happen. We kept on watching the news to see what else has happen. When then the reporter said that the man has been identified as Zane Kelson. I layed there I couldn't move.

"No not again. NOT AGAIN!!!!!" I cryed.

I broke down crying. I dont want to deal with anymore deaths and Im dealing with them now. I started to shake. Heaven rush over to my side.

"Please dont cry. Everything will be alright. It's okay. Dont cry."

She kept saying to me. I felt warmth again something that I havent felt since Joel was mine. I look at her and she started to cry as well. She was me but only with more joy and happniess. I couldn't let her be a part of this. She'll be hurt so many times.

"Heaven go home with you parents and dont come back!" I commanded her to do.

"No! Im not leavin you. It took me months to find you. Im not going to lose you again."

"You have to leave. This is no place for you" I yelled at her.

I push her back with that she left the room. I let my sister go like I did with everyone else.

"Why?!!!WHY?!?!?!?" I cringed

****2 weeks later*****

Im at home and I have been empty. My Uncle Mike and Aunt El have been living with me. Sometimes Jamie and Joel come over to check on me and the babies. I love my babies but having Zane died made my life empty. While I was changing Kyle, Joel came in.

"I know that their mine"

"How do you know?"

"Cathy told me"

"Oh!"

He went up to me and wipe the tear away from my eye.

"Why do you always do that?"

"Becuse I wipe your tear away the first time we met remember?"

"Yes I do"

"Well my Aunt always said that the first thing you do to a girl will be the best thing you do to her when your together." Joel said

With those words he made me smiled and kissed me. I then felt bad for what I said to Heaven.

"What happen to Heaven?" I ask him