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I stop him from kissing me and look at him. Why didn't love him before? It does not matter anymore. All that matters is that I love him now and I don't love James or so I thought. That night when I arrived home from my date with Westin. I was happy. I went to my room and took a shower. Lucky for me James was not waiting for me when I came out. I sat down on my bed and look out my window. I felt like something was missing in my heart. I hated that feeling. I put my clothes on went to bed. When I fell to sleep I had a terrible dream. I was dreaming that James and I were kissing in front of Westin. Then I told Westin to hold me because I was cold. I was confuse. My dream had both of them and that they were there for me. I had no idea what it meant. It made me sad that I was dreaming of this. I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock in the morning. I was sad when I woke up. The note that James wrote me was still in my bag. I stared at the note and started to cry again. Why can't I end my pain now. I went to my bathroom and stared at me. I saw a girl in pain and I don't like it. I want this pain to end. I open my cabinet and took some pills but I took more than needed. I then grab the razor and sat down on the floor. I must end the pain and now. I took the razor and cut my wrist. Now I'm a girl dying and thats what I want to do DIE. Then I fell into a dark sleep.

I woke up in a white room. I kept hearing this annoying beeping sound that made my head ace even more. I look around my room and found that James was sitting besides me asleep. His head was on my stomach. His eyes were red from crying. I stare at him. Why is he here?He wakes up and looks at me.

"You're awake!"

"hmm."I said to him in pain.

"I'm sorry Vanesa. I'm sorry that I wrote you such mean things. I'm sorry that I had something to do this. I can't forgive myself for doing this to you," he started to cry again.

"Don't....apologize..I'm the...one who," I said in pain.

"Don't say a word ." he said.

I wonder why Westin isn't here and why my mom isn't here as well. I was confuse. James is here but no one else is. All though there was a lot of flowers and roses. I didn't felt well. My wrist hurts and I can't remember anything all I can remember is waking up to got to school. I look around once more and he still was there looking at me, crying.

"Why are you here?"

"I went to your house before going to school. I went throough your window and saw you laying on the floor bleeding. I pick you up and went out the door with you in my arms. I was crying the whole way. I drove you to the hospital. I call the school and told them that you still sick."

"What about my parents?"

"I told them that I came to pick you up for school and that you are staying over at a friends."

"Oh ok. What about the doctors? aren't they going to call my parents?"

"No. I told them that your parents were out of town and that I would call them."

"And what about the flowers and roses?"

"I bought them for you."

"Oh."

I stare at him very confuse. Why? I thought he didn't love me. I thought he love Pamela. I need to ask him.

"Why did you wrote that note to me?"

"Um.... I.... ummm."

"Tell me now!" I said crying from pain and from being upset.

"Ok, I wrote the note because Westin found out. He told me he never wanted to see me with you again. I didn't want to hurt you but that is how he wanted me to end it with you. I hated that I wrote that to you."

"But why? how did he made you do that?"

"He said that if I don't brake things off with you and me he'll....um.....he'll hurt you."

"Oh....I'm sorry."

I started to cry and James went up to me and hug me. I felt like a idot. I thought I love Westin and I don't I only love him because he made me feel better when I thought James hurt me, but the whole intire time Westin hurt me. I was mad as hell. I wanted to get out of bed and go to school and beat the shit out of him.

" I love you," I said to him.

He look at me shock. He was still crying. I could tell that he felt the same with me.

"I love you," he said back to me.

Nothing could ruin this moment and then Westin came bargining in my room and mad as hell to add. He eyes rage with fire. He was looking at me and then at James. You could tell he didn't like that me and James were hugging. I didn't care. I grab James and kiss him in front of Westin. Westin didn't like what I just did.

"What the hell is going on!" Westin yelled

He came over and punch James out of the way. I look over and saw that the door was lock. He came to me and slap me. I couldn't belive what was happening. I saw James got up and punch Westin. James was mad that Westin had slap me. As I saw them fight. I got up from my bed and then I saw Westin pull out a gun. I got scared. I didn't care how much pain I was. I jump on his back and pulled him down. Luckly for James he didn't got shot, but for me it wasn't so lucky. I had Westin in a headlock. Then Westin relased from me now he was face to face with me. He was crying with anger.

"I'm sorry Vanesa, but I love you to much and I can't let anyone take you away from me."

Then he shot me. He hit me in the collar bone. Then he shot again. This time he shot me closer to my heart but miss. I drop to the floor. Now I was in more pain. James got up and open the door and call for help. Doctors came in and saw what has happened and restrain Westin. Once they got him James hold me and saw that I was bleeding. He pick me up and yelled to the doctor that I was hurt during the fight. The doctor attended me right away. I was rush to another room. I started to close my eyes. I kept hearing James saying not to close my eyes, and that he loves me. I whisper I love you to him and then I close my eyes. I heard James pleading me not to die. After I woke up. My parents were at my side and James wasn't.

"Where is James?"

"He is gone," my mom said crying.

"What do you mean gone?"

"He said that he cause you a lot of pain and left."

"What he told you."

"He told us that you and James were talking and Westin got mad and shot you."

"Thats all?"

"Yes."

I got up and pull all the things out from me. The doctors ran in. They ask that I layed back in bed. I told them no. Then my parents ask but I told them no. I grab my clothes. Then ran out the room. Luckly I got money in the back pocket of my jeans. I catch a cab and told them the address of James house. We got there and I paid the diver. I went to his doorstep and knock the door. His mom answer the door.

"Is James here?"

"No, he left."

"You know where?"

"No"

"Ok thanks."

The cab driver was still there. I sat there thinking where he might be. I sat and think. I know where he is. I ask the driver to got to the movies. I saw his car park in the parking lot. I went up to booth and ask if James has went in. They said no. I look around. I was nerves. I started to cry. I don't know what I'll do if I can't find James. I look around and saw the old shed. Maybe there is hope. I ran to the shed.

"James!"

"Vanesa?"

"Oh James you're here."

"Vanesa you can't be here. You have to leave."

"Why?"

"I already cause enough pain to you."

"No thats not true" 

"Yes it is. I made you cry and also I got you shot. Look at you Vanesa, you have a broken collar bone, cut wrist, brusies, you're pale, and weak"

"I still would of jump in front of a bullet for you anytime James. I love you and to me that is all I need. My parents maybe mad at me for running away from the hospital but I don't care as long as I'm with you."

"You ranaway from the hospital for me?"

"Yes"

He laugh at me. I probably laugh at my self to. I look teribble right now. My hair is all over and I'm still wearing the gown from the hospital. I look like I was in a terrible accident. I stared at James. He got up and walk over to me.

"I love you."

Then he kiss me. He made sure that he didn't hurt me. My body was aceing but I didn't care at all. I just wanted to be with him.

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