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Denial – chapter four

I’m not dating Mr. Wrong |Chapter 2|

|M A D I S O N|

I couldn’t leave the wreck center fast enough after Leon said those awful things to me. He said, simply, “I’m not sure you’re who I want, baby. I mean, we don’t even have sex. You’re just not the one for me if you won’t even have sex with me.”

I probably would’ve survived that if he wouldn’t have put the cherry on the cake. “I’m cheating on you…” He said. “I’m crazy about her.”

I just couldn’t take it. Why would he do this to me? To us? He loves me… we’re in love. We’re supposed to be together forever.

Breathing was becoming difficult as I laid my head in my lap and cried. I wasn’t even aware of my surroundings, though I’m sure since I was in the park people were walking my, staring. I didn’t care.

My sobbing continued.

I heard footsteps coming toward me and I pretty much ignored them. I heard the bench creak a little as someone sat down.

“I guess when people are having problems the park is always the best place to come,” The guy beside me said. I didn’t look up though. “I know I always do.”

“Good…” I took two quick breaths. “For you.” I replied.

I heard him chuckle. “Yeah, I guess.” It was quiet for a minute and I didn’t bother breaking it. He did. “So, can I ask what has you in the park crying?”

I sat up then and wiped my eyes. “My… my boyfriend cheated on me. And even though he didn’t officially break up with me, I know he’s going to.”

I looked over at they guy for the first time and I was stunned. Here I was crying my eyes out to a complete stranger, a gorgeous one, and he was probably feeling sorry for me.

He looked at me, confused. “Wait… why would it be a problem for him to break up with you if you know he cheated?” he asked. “I mean, shouldn’t you be dumping him anyway?”

I shook my head. “Why? He’s still in love with me. I can’t give up on him.”

“Hasn’t he given up on you?” he asked.

I shook my head again, but this time in disbelief. “You don’t know anything about me… or him for that matter. I wouldn’t expect you to understand.”

He smiled. “Yeah… I guess you’re right. But if it’s one thing I know about, it’s guys.” He said. “I mean, I’ve been one for seventeen years and I know all about them. They don’t exactly play fair when it comes to relationships.”

“Why would I take advice from someone who’s admitting to be a loser when it comes to relationships?”

“Because… I’m being honest.” He stared into my eyes and I looked away quickly. He was too cute and I’m sure I looked a mess. Not that it mattered… I only had eyes for Leon anyway. “What’s your name?” he asked.

“Madison.”

His gaze changed momentarily and then he smiled. It seemed as if, for a second he was about to say something but decided against it. “I’m Darryl.”

“Yeah, well, thanks for the talk Darryl.” I stood up and began backing away. “Maybe I’ll see you around, sometime. Hopefully I’ll be smiling by then.”

“I hope so, too” He replied with the most stunning smile I’d ever seen.

I turned around and walked faster than normal to my car. Darryl had stopped the tears momentarily, but they were definitely back now.

I picked up my phone and saw that it was 8:41 p.m.; surely I could catch Leon in the house. I couldn’t take not seeing him on our anniversary… even if he was upset with me.

The drive from the park to his house was about fifteen minutes, but I needed the time to clear my head. I wanted him to hear me out, but, how? It seemed like his mind was already made up.

I pulled up to the huge house on Grandburry drive and was relieved to see his car in the driveway. Parking was difficult, the walk to the door was hard, but the sound of the door unlocking was worse.

I took a deep breath.

“Hi… can we talk?” I asked.

He smirked. “Please don’t tell me you’ve been crying.”

“No!” I responded quickly. “My allergies have been acting up,” I was surprised I had that lie prepared. “Can I come in?”

“Whatever… make it quick,” He said stepping to the side. “I was on my way out.”

“right… okay.” I stepped into his house and realized right away that he was home alone. “So, um… how are you?”

“Look I don’t have time for all this fucking small talk!” He yelled. “What do you want? I have to go!”

It took all I had not to cry. What he had said really did hurt to the heart, but I was here for a reason.

“I know that baby… I came to give you your anniversary gift.”

“Make it fast.” He said.

I looked down shyly and then looked him in the eyes. I pulled my pink tank top over my head and watched his eyebrows raise—he was shocked.

“Babe, what are you—”

“Shhh…”

I walked over to him and pulled him into a kiss. He was resistant at first but then the aggressiveness took over. He pushed me into the wall and began pulling off my clothes, roughly. His kissing became more urgent and I was too caught up in the moment to ask him to be gentle. My skirt hit the floor, followed by my panties and bra.

He kissed my neck, and then sucked it. While he was doing this I heard his zipper coming down on his jeans. Within the next five seconds I was on the couch, on my back, watching him pull a condom from his pocket.

It broke my heart to watch him pull out a condom. Was he going to have sex with someone before I came? Is that what I was interrupting?

“Ahh!” The pain shot through me as he squeezed into my body for the first time. “Ouch!”

“You like that huh?”

Honestly, I didn’t even get a chance to answer the question. My first time was worse than I thought it would be. It lasted fourty seconds, and there was no time for pleasure before he collapsed on top of me.

“That was great baby,” Leon said.

I smiled. “Yeah… it was everything I imagined it would be.”

Maybe I lied. But, at least I have my boyfriend back—on out anniversary.

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