My life is different from other people’s lives; There’s no question about it. You would think that I was just imagining things… actually you would hope I was. The strangest things happen to me at night. I get weird dreams and I have weird thoughts – weird cravings.
But the thing is… I know I’m not crazy. I know that no matter what people say, I’m different. But how?
The things that go bump in the night used to scare me. The voices in my head used to frighten me. The coldness of my body used to terrify me. But now… now I’m learning what I need to know. Now I finally feel like I’m growing and maturing into a whole new me.
I think it all started at midnight… this was not just any night but THE night.
It all started on my 18th birthday…
I woke up screaming and I couldn’t control the high pitch of my voice. I had a pain in my chest and my back was arched about eight inches off the bed.
“Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!” I gripped the sheets and squeezed my eyes shut as tight as they could.
“Zyla My child… it is time…” I heard a voice say in my head.
I gritted my teeth and tried to get my body in some control. It wasn’t working.
“Aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!” I yelled again.
My mother barged into my room and jumped onto my bed. “No! You leave her alone Jarrell!”
I didn’t notice before but the items on my dresser and on the floor of my room were shaking uncontrollably. My head was pounding and this Jarrell person was still in my head.
“Who’s – Aaaaahhhh!” I paused and slammed my head up against the bed. “Jarrell.” I finally finished.
My mother tried to stop my body from shaking. She threw a think blanket over top of me and held my hand tight.
“Your father.” She said looking panicked.
“Aaaaahhhhhh!” I screamed again. The pain was unbearable.
“I told you this day would come….” The voice in my head said again.
“No! You can’t have her, you just cant!” My mother yelled back.
Apparently the voice wasn’t in my head because she had heard it too.
My body slammed back down into the bed and the things in my room stopped shaking. I was breathing really loud and really fast. My skin wasn’t its usual color and I was freezing.
I looked at my mother and her face was full of sympathy. “There’s something I have to tell you…”
I looked at her like she was insane. No shit!
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Okay so this is NEW for me. I was supposed to post it during the month of october but I got kinda sidetracked.
Anyway... want more?
RRCS and TMWYT!