I’m angel. And for the record, my name doesn’t describe me one little bit. Besides from being loud, crazy, and insubordinate. I’m also rude disrespectful and a complete bitch at times. I only respect my bestfriends, and even they get the cold shoulder at times.
I’m 17 and I have never met my mother. This has had a very strong impact on my life. My dad’s always working, and since I’m an only child, I tend to run my home.
I wouldn’t say I was unhappy, because I’m not. I love my dad- when he’s around- and he loves me too. The fact that my mom left us to be with some guy in her church doesn’t make me angry any more. In fact I’m pretty much happy about it… NOT!
Because of that slut-faced bitch, the past relationships I’ve had have all ended the same. I have never let a guy dump me first. Even if he said the words “We need to talk” or “I really like you but…” I’d dump him on the spot. Even if he wasn’t about to dump me, or no matter how much I like him, I’d never give someone the privilege of saying they left me. Never again.
So anyway, I have this new boyfriend, Eric. Eric Simons. Star basketball player. We’ve been dating for 5 months. He’s Cute, funny, your all around hottie. He called me yesterday and told me we needed to “talk.” I was really upset that he had to say those words because I now knew what I had to do.
I walked onto his porch in my cheerleading uniform and knocked on the door. It took him a few seconds to open it, but when he did I made sure to glance at that perfect body of his. He had on some shorts and no shirt. And he had his gold chain around his neck.
It took me a minute to process the words that were soon to be coming out of my mouth.
“Hey baby I’m glad you-“
“Its over Eric, We’re over” I said quickly.
“Wait, what?”
“I’m dumping you”
I turned on my heel as quickly as I could. “Angel, Wait!”
But I didn’t wait. I kept going. And going… and going. Until I got to my front porch.
If this is something I always do, then why does it hurt so bad?
I asked myself as the first tear fell from my eyes.