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By the time friday came, I realized that Nelson wasnt going anywhere anytime soon. I had taken the liberty of staying over at Honey's house while my mom came to her senses. I felt bad leaving India there knowing she was scared to death of him, so I decided to go home today and just deal with it.
Honey- So you sure you wanna go back Ni? I mean really, my moms cool wit you stayin as long as you want
Niara- Yea gurl. I mean, I gotta deal wit him soona or lata. So I might as well deal wit him now.
Honey- ok, but call me wheneva and I can come back
Niara- I know.
I gave honey a hug and got out of the car. When I got to the door and waved at her she pulled off. The first thing I heard was my mothers voice and then when I shut the door everything became quiet as if everyone had heard it.
Niara- Im home!
India came running into the Living room with a big huge smile on her face.
India- It's about time! I thought you was neva gon' come back!
I laughed at her comment. But then leaned down and got serious.
Niara- Are you okay?
She nodded.
Niara- He didnt hurt you or scare you did he?
India- Good.
Nelson- That was an accident Ni. I would never intentionally hurt my own daughter.
I didnt know he was standing there so his voice made me jump. I saw my mother appear behind him and then my brother came into view.
Niara- You abandoned Us! you never gave a damn about me or my brother! and then as soon as you got a fresh start wit India, you runied that too!
Nelson- That's in the past. Im a changed man now, and whether you care or not, im always gonna be your father. I love you.
The words he spoke were spinning around and around in my head. I was never a weak girl, and I didnt let myself cry over little stuff, but this was something I couldnt control. The tears came in instant and I found myself running up the steps and slamming my door.
How could he do this to me? How could he turn my life around like that? As bad as I wanted to fight it, i knew I needed my father, but there was someone else I needed first.
I let myself calm down before I dialed Kyle's number. I didnt wanna make a big deal out of the sitchuation.
Kyle- was gud mama?
Niara- hey... you got a minute?
He picked up on the sadness in her voice right away.
Kyle- For you? always. whats wrong?
She paused for a second trying to find the words and when she realized she wasnt gonna get it out with crying she just decided to let it all go.
Niara- I hate him... he... he thinks he can... Just say I love you... and ... and it can all Just go away??... He doesnt get it.. I ... I dont know how to deal with it... I hate seeing him... I hate everything about him... and I just wish... I wish..
Kyle- You wish what baby?
Niara- I wish he would just... fucking die!
Kyle heard her crying over the phone and felt bad.
Kyle- Its gon' be aight
Niara- It Wont!
Kyle- you thinkin dat. But it will, it alwayz do
She heard what he was saying and took a deep relaxing breath. Finally feeling calm enough to think and talk straight she continued.
Niara- Can you come over?
Kyle- Im on my way
When She got off the phone with him she felt better. She went into the bathroom and looked at her face. Her Eyes were a little puffy and her cheeks were a dark pinkish color. It wasnt as bad as she thought it would be, she looked good without make up and hardly ever wore anything beside a little eye shadow and lipgloss.
She went and laid on the bed. five minuted later she heard the doorbell ring and the sound of my brother voice saying "She up stairs" filled my thoughts. A few seconds later Kyle was laying beside me. He didnt say a word, instead he played with my hair and rubbed my back, which relaxed me even more.
I flipped my body so that my head was laying on his chest. I looked up at him.
Niara- thanks for cummin
kyle- you know im only one call away



i'll just sucribe. that's even betta.