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"2 kids?" i said more to myself than to him in disbelief.

He nodded. I could see the pride in his face but when he met my gaze it quickly went away. "Im sorry I didn't tell you sooner, Tasha, but I didnt think it mattered. This was supposed to be a fling, Nothing more. No feelings were supposed to be caught."

"UUGGHHHH!" I screamed in frusteration. "This isnt about feelings being caught. Im pregnant. The least you could have done before you got me knocked up was to make sure you didnt have 2 kids calling you daddy already."

I could tell me words hit him. But I didnt care I had to keep going. "You are so low. Im sure you and your wife are living the fairy tale life. Let me ask you something, Does she even know what kind of a man she chose to father her children?"

again, my words had cut deep. He got up from the couch without any words and went to go turn the stove off completely.

"You just dont get it Tasha. My home life isnt any better than yours is. You have no right to judge."

This was true. He was right. I had absolutely no right to judge. But still he could have at least been honest with me about his family before hand. I would have never gotten involved with him. And told him this. After my statement he was at a loss for words. My speech left me at a loss of an appitite. I grabbed my purse and my jacket and walked out of the door.

when I pulled up to my house, the presence felt lonely. Empty. I didnt get out of the car for at least 10 minutes. When I finally decided to, I felt weak. It wasnt just the pregnancy, it was everything. My life had hit its lowest point. I want sure whether I should cry, laugh, smile, frown, yell scream, or any other emotion.

When I opened the front door, i noticed a few things had been moved around but what caught my eye the most was an envolope with a Rose sitting beside it. My chest tightened at the sight.

The babysteps I took toward envolope seemed to take me a decade to reach it. When I came into view of the words on the envolope I saw my name written in pretty handwring. He always had the most beautiful handwriting.

I opened up the envelope and immediately money came into view. Without even bothering to count the money I unfolded the letter.

Tasha, I'm sorry I could'nt be a better husband to you. Just know that I always have and I always will love you... no matter what. You made me whole baby. Without you, I dont know what im gonna do. I guess I will have to manage. I really hope I didnt cause you any more pain than I feel that I already have. Enclosed is $2000 dollors to go towards the bills and anything else. If you need more then remember we still have that joint account until we can finalize the divorce. Again, I love you and I wish you nothing but happiness.

                                                                        Jamal

I broke down into tears on the floor. I knew right then That I couldnt go threw with this pregnency. My heart still belonged to my husband and having a baby by another man didnt seem right. I would have to build up the courage to end this pregnancy, and I would have to do it today.

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HEY! sorry for the long wait. I've been really busy and I've been having some family issues. But im gonna make it up to all of you. I think im gonna go ahead and post the next one tonight... or maybe sooner!!! and to those who are reading my other stories more to come for those too!!! Thanxx for reading & Plz Rate!!!