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+ 5	Fake guys
+ 3	Playing games with my heart.
+ 11	Internet Love
+ 7	My first heart break
+ 3	the day my bro was shot
+ 3	The day my grandpa died

I was visting my mom and grandma for a week b/c I lived with my boyfriend at the time. Well while I was there visiting them I kept trying to get a hold of my boyfriend and when I did talk to him it wasn't for long though he was always rushing me off the phone. I never could understand why he was doing that until I  got back to school that following week and I heard some people say that my boyfriend was cheating on me with this girl who was a freshman. I was a senior and my boyfriend wasn't in school he had dropped out a year earlier. Well I started hearing all these rumors about him spending the night in a hotel with a 14 yr old girl. He was 18 at the time just like me. Well When I asked him about it he denied it. So I told everyone that they were lieing and to leave us alone. Well a few weeks later the girl started saying that he was going to break up with me and go out with her. When I asked him about it he kept saying no that he loved me and not her. Well finally I found out the truth from my friend and I was really hurt. I found out that he was in fact seeing her. I found pictures of her in his car and she wrote I love you on his windows in his car. I just couldn't beleive that. I noticed that he didnt want me around at all. So I move back in with my mom and I was trying to get on with my life. But he kept telling me that he didn't want her that he wanted to be with me and that he no longer was talking to her. Well I believed him and so we contiued our relationship. We had been together for 2 yrs already so I was still much in love with him and thought that maybe by giving him a 2nd chance it would work. Well after I graduated from highschool that year I started college. I thought everything was going good until he started acting the same way he did before and I found out that once again he was seeing her. I was so hurt I didn't want to talk to him or have anything to do with him. But he kept telling me that he loved me and that they were just friends. But when she came up pregnant I realized that they were more then just friends and that I had been a fool all along. I asked him about it and again he told me that the baby wasn't his. So I stayed with him until the DNA test came back and it was his. I was so devestated b/c I had been with this guy for 5 yrs now and he had done this to me. How can u do this to someone who u supposly love and have been with for 5 yrs? I just didn't understand at the time. His mom who I was really close to was so happy about it. She betrayed me just lilke he did by accepting this baby. They didn't care how I was feeling so I finally ended it with him for good. I realized that I could get much better then him. In my opinion he should of went to jail for messing with a 14 yr old in the first place. But he didn't. For a long time I was hurt by it and wanted to kill all of them. But I finally got over it after all the talking that people done to me. I realized that it wasn't worth it. So I have been single for about 6 months now and I'm loving it. This hurt really bad and he was my first true love but I'm happy it all over now. I can finally live my life. To this day he still wants to be with me and he calls all the time and comes by but I just keep ignoring him and hopefully one day he will see that I don't want him and that I've moved on. I'm focusing on school right now and i think thats the best thing for me to do. I would like to be in a relationship again some day but this time I want a real man instead of a little boy.

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