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+ 3	What If? Pt.2
+ 3	What If? Pt. 1
+ 3	The Sunset Pt. 4
+ 3	The Sunset Pt. 3
+ 3	The Sunset Pt. 2
+ 1	Trying To Pour Out My Heart Pt.2
+ 5	The Sunset Pt.1
+ 1	Trying To Pour Out My Heart Pt.1
+ 3	The Tiny Little Candle

To honestly tell you the truth I dont know what causes us too fight so much. I wish I did though. Well let me start by taking a look at myself. I don't try to be an angry person I hate fighting I want to make people laugh and let them have a good time. But I a very short fuse. I get that from my father. I've had a short fuse since the day I was born. When I was a kid if someone did something I didn't like they knew about it. I threw a lot of tantrums. Maybe it's just in my blood to fight, maybe I can't help it. Come to think of it, I do like to push people's buttons. I don't know why I don't want to hurt them but I can't control myself. It's like a virus and it just takes control of my body and I can't stop it. Sort of like the evil in spiderman 3 but i don't go hitting my gf or throwing an orange orb at my best friend. But it's a good analogy. He couldn't control that evil and I can't control mine. Except in the end he overcomes it and I am still here with the evil inside me. If I had too pick the root of all my anger and my hate it would have to be brothers or brother. I have too brothers one is going to be 13 in august and the other will be 12 in january. The younger one I love to death he is just funny and makes me laugh all though he does get on my nerves. Me and him play PIG all the time and he is GOOD!!! He's 11 and kicks my butt. But at the moment I am the current PIG champion but I guarentee he'll beat me soon. Now the other one the soon to be 13 year old I cannot stand one bit. If he wasn't born I would be a much calmer person. He contantly everday pushes my buttons and so I fight back with my fists and I get in trouble yet nothing happens too him for starting the whole damn thing. Now don't get me wrong if someone picks on him I'll be the 1st one to punch the other kid right in the mouth. For the record I haven't hit any kid so don't think I beat up little kids but I probably would. Now you should probably know something about my brothers the older one is autistic and the younger one has a mixture of  adhd and autism we don't know exactly what he has doctors haven't exactly put a diagnosis on it and I dont 100% know because my parents never really told me. When I was a kid they didn't tell me that they were special and needed special needs more attention and care then normal kids. All of this togeter is probably the reason for why we fight so much. Because all I've know is fighting and pain. It's in my blood and can't and probably won't come out. Maybe that's it IDK. Well I think that's it for this one sorry for it being so long. I'll write more if you want. Let me know what you think.

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