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The drama |
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You cant always get what you want |
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My muse |
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Love is suicide |
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In time |
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Perfect Stranger |
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shattered |
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Mirrors |
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It's not meant to be fair |
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Where is your heart |
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recurring nightmare |
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Old Man |
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My muse
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She sighs checking her phone one more time. So many people trying to find her call her, but she's drained, not wishing to feel human or to talk to anyone. Her mind filled of constant muddled up thoughts and roaring laughter, it was getting beyond a joke, as her head was pounding and she felt more ill then she had when had awoken that morning. The thoughts weren't bad, they were surprisingly good, which confused the situation even more. She closed her eyes for just a second she saw flash of light, a dark figure and then opened them again. She wasn't expecting anything less than that. She had heard his voice the day before there was no way she was getting his face out of her mind.
Staring at her computer screen she bit her lip gently. She hadn't written anything worth showing anyone in a very long time. Everyday she would wake up, begin again and stumble, crash and then fall. Today felt no different. It was a pattern that she seemed to develop in the last month or two. Before then she would write words upon words, pages upon pages and now everything seemed blank. It was her muse. It was gone. She was aware of that. She thought she could manage it on her own. She was doing fine with everything else in her life, except the one thing that meant the world to her, and that was her writing, the only thing that kept her sane. Biting her lip once more, she continued to think of ideas and possibilities anything that could produce at least half a page, anything than one sentence would be an improvement. The only thing she could think of doing is closing her eyes and seeing his face. She did this and opened her eyes again, this time she smiled gently and began:
I met him in Ancient History, a subject I used to think would bore me to death, but I was wrong…

