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Romance
 Created on 10-8-08
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 Story Rating PG13
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These last two days have felt like years…I feel so empty. There’s nothing for me to do anymore. I just sit around doing nothing but think about her. I turn on the TV but there’s nothing to watch, I turn on the radio, but the music just makes me think of her more. I tried reading, but I can’t focus on the words. I can’t sleep because I just dream of her.
You probably have no idea what happened so let me rewind.
It started after the run in with Sam’s Ex, Chris. Ever since he said that I had nothing to offer Sam, I have just can’t help but think about what it.
I know Chris is an idiot, and in any other case I would just ignore what he says, but I ignore this.
I’ve been thinking…What is it that I can give Sam? I’m not rich, I can’t even support myself. I mean I’m doing ok. But even my mom sends me at least a hundred dollars for food or something. I’m still in high school so I can’t work full time. I can’t buy Sam nice gifts, or take her to expensive restaurants. I hate to admit it, but Chris is kinda right, I don’t really have anything to offer Sam.
If anything, I have taken things away from her! Her friends ditched her, she barley talks to her mom, all because of me.
So ever since Chris talked me I’ve been thinking on what I have done for her. What I COULD do for her. If I could I’d give her the Sun, the moon, and they stars if she so desired them. I’d give her the very world if I could.
And that’s why I haven’t talked to her in two days. Haven’t seen her either. I disconnected my phone so she couldn’t call. And I keep my cell phone turned off, because I know that is she called or texted me I would answer her so fast, and say sorry for not answering sooner.
I can’t see her again until I have something to offer her. Something…
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These two days have be agonizing pain for me. I haven’t seen or spoken to Jess in two days! Ever since that whole thing at the café. After Chris talked to me he went back in the café, and Jess came out about 10 minutes after. On the ride home he was so quite. I had to keep trying to find things to talk about. And when he did say something, after all my prodding, it was such a short answer. Mostly a yes or a no. I’m beginning to wonder if I did something. Or maybe he saw Chris talking to me, and thought something was up, like we were back together. But Jess isn’t the kinda of person to keep silent about that, he would openly ask me…
I tried calling and texting Jess, but his house phone is disconnected, and I guess his cell phone is turned off. I went to his job, but his boss said he hadn’t showed up. I’m beginning to wonder if he wants to break up. Maybe I come with to much drama for him.
Truthfully, I have no idea what I’m going to do if we break up. My Mom and I don’t talk. And all of my friend ditched me after I stopped fitting into their mold.
Gosh…It hurts so much to even think that Jess wants to leave me. I love him so much; I gave up everything to be with him. But maybe…everything isn’t enough. Maybe-
The doorbell ringing pulled Sam out of her thoughts. She rolled off her bed and went down stairs to answer the door.
“Hey…Uh, What up?” Sam asked the visitor.
“Come walk with me.” Chris said to her.
“K…Let me get my shoes.” Sam jogged up the stairs grabbed her cell phone, and threw on a pair of sneakers and ran out the door with Chris.
“So…why did want to go for a walk?” Sam asked Chris.
“…I just want to talk to you…”
“About?”
“Let’s just wait till we get to the park. I don’t want to be distracted by walking, while I talk to you.”
“Uh…OK”
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Oh...Eff this! I can’t just sit here and take this anymore! I can’t just sit around trying to figure out what I can offer her. Material things mean squat! I gave her my heart. She has total control over that. And if she decides she doesn’t want it, then I’ll leave. But right now she still wants me, and I want her, so I’m gonna stick with her.
No matter what people say I’m gonna stick by her as long as I live.
Jess jumped off his couch, threw on his black sweater, grabbed his cell phone and ran out of his apartment.
As he started making his way to Sam’s house, he noticed two people walking, as he got closer, he noticed that those people were Chris and Sam.
Instead of running after her he kinda just followed her. And they stopped at the park
The sun was setting, so the sky was pink, the birds were flying back to there nests, and the bats would be coming out soon.
Jess saw Chris and Sam standing under a tree talking; Jess couldn’t just wait around so he walked up to them.
“…Get back together” That’s all Jess heard, because he came to the conversation late.
“Sam! Look…I’m sorry I never called you or anything! That was stupid. But I just needed to tell you that…I…” Jess took a deep breath then looked Sam square in the eye. “…I love you Raina...”
Sam was speechless; she never thought that Jess would say that. He’s just not the kinda person who looks like their able to say such words.
“Jess…Jess…didn’t we talk about this before?” Chris said, pretty much ruining the moment.
“What…?” Jess asked turning his attention to Chris.
“I told you I wasn’t going to give up on Sam…I told you I wanted her back.”
“Chris…you lost your chance. She’s with me now. And that’s the way it’s gonna stay for a VERY long time.” Jess said in return.
“See Jess…I told you, if I can’t have Sam then sure as hell, no one will.” Chris said with such power. And in such slow motion, Chris reached behind his back, pulled out a gun and aimed it at Sam.
Jess reacted so fast, he pushed Sam to the ground and he jumped at Chris, trying to hit get the gun away from him
BAM!!! BAM!!!
Two shots rang out. Chris fell to the ground and for a moment Sam was relieved, until Jess turned around to face her.
Jess reached a hand up and touched his chest, he looked down and saw blood starting to stain his shirt, and covering his hand. Jess fell to his knees as tear slid down his face as and he smiled one last time at Sam’s face. This was what he had to offer her. This was his gift. He was SAVING HER…
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Please Login to post comments| On November 21st 2008 xcarolinachaos Said : | |
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OMG
that just made me cry so hard! |
| On October 14th 2008 Khmerfriendz Said : | |
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OMG! :,( Jess..
Loved the story. And that was the sweetest gift. But Im boutta cry. D; |
| On October 13th 2008 AngelOfNight47 Said : | |
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OMG! NOOOOOO! Jess! no! he can't die. I love this story to much! |
| On October 9th 2008 toni2006 Said : | |
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omg no jess can't die that's just not right this was sad |
| On October 8th 2008 lonely244444 Said : | |
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! |
| On October 8th 2008 darkestpassion Said : | |
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ohhhhhhhhhh my God He's dead, I'm totally crying right now, AMAZING, SAD BUT AMAZING!!!! |
| On October 8th 2008 momoleighann Said : | |
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NOOO!!! jess CANNOT die!!!!! |
