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this girl here
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there once was a young girl who knew nothing of the world. she hesitated to think badly of loved ones even when they pushed her to that extreme. she smiled at her father even though she knew he wouldn't care and every night hugged her mother who was never truely there. she held on to the love, that she wanted to give out, but there was nobody there who wanted it and she knew that without a doubt. so she isolated herself from the world from her friends. soon she was alone this way nobody could reject. she hated to be pushed away and so she told herself if she maintained a distance nobody could ever make her feel that way again.
years pass and still..she found no comfort in family, friends, or in relationships. her father was nothing her mother denied her and alone she walked on with her head up and a fake smile.
hating her lonliness, she tried to open up. open her mind, her heart, her soul, her love. As hard as it has been and still is, she has found she can rely on her equal. after years of his patience she opened up to him. she had a son who opened her never ending river of love which flowed through her body. her eyes lit up, her soul became determined to be all she missed in her youth to her young one. she reached goals she thought impossible, she lived on the streets and overcame hunger. she strived for her life and survived.
now she sits in her home letting all her inner thought go, into writing that might inspire someone who needs to know. know that life is hard, it is rough, it is pain. but if you believe in yourself you have much to gain!


