My Stories
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11
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Adultry (EXPLICIT CONTENT) |
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3
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lost |
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4
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white butterflies |
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3
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SILLY, Demon I AM GODDESS PART 2 |
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2
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true love is harder to fight for |
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1
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on love |
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3
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TURNING POINT** |
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2
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FAITH |
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2
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DRIVEN AWAY |
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3
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SILLY, Demon I AM GODDESS |
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4
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HER SUICIDE |
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2
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The Loving Dead |
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2
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you were my life |
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2
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The person i was |
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1
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UNDER THE INFUENCE OF UNKNOWN DRUGS |
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3
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DARKNESS |
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3
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TURNING POINT |
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8
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MAKES NO SENSE |
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7
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COMING OVER |
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17
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THE KISS |
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The Loving Dead
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'I could swear that the hours were seconds and the seconds were days, down this spiral we fall again but nothing seems to make sense within this maze because nobody is looking and nobody cares. Over and over again, we try to tap the vein but we only find blood, and what is it worth when no one is willing to look through it for the truth? Blind and obnoxious like a child, these creatures that surround me, their wisdom of a thousand years and moments all combining together to make the strangest looking doll. She would've sat there forever if I hadn't picked her up, and now what? Maybe she can tell me what's wrong with the world and what the true meaning of life is, but for now her lips and eyes are made of glass, and the only air she breathes is the dust from my lungs. I try to scream, but only these pale words escape my lips, ugly and abused. Blank are these wings and bloody are the scars on my back, but beauty is color of her violence. He is my beauty, and nobody could tell me otherwise, lest I close my ears and cut up my heart. These hand are bony and weak, but seem to feel nothing but his touch. My heart is my weakness and my sanity, or maybe its the other way around. Porcelain skin and a painted face, all of this means nothing anymore. The last time I felt together was when I didn't need humans, and now I need them to feel whole. But maybe that's how it's supposed to be. Air is only air, and water is only water, but what does that leave me to be? I've contemplated this for so long, but no matter how long I think on it, I find no answer, because I know it isn't really inside of me, but inside of all the people who have hurt me. Only vampires infest my body now, sucking away my life for their own immortality. I can only wonder when they will leave my body to find another...Oh sweet beautiful creatures.'


