Mistakes not forgiven.[12]

I couldn’t decide whether this was a good idea or not. I mean I would have to break into this house, and for a birth certificate. Weird, as I stare at these walls, listening to the music pump through the walls of the neighbors, I realized I wasn’t cut out for normal life, this was me. And I had to live with it. I decided to do this fast, and get it done. Her home was about a 2 hour drive, and I could do this in the dead of night if I wanted. I decided night would be best. I filled in Cassy on what I was planning. She asked me if I could grab anything else, I asked what. She stared at me with those big green eyes and said “A picture, of my mommy.” and looked away, I felt her pain. I told her I would leave, about 9 and be back by the time she woke up. I told her this, with comfort in this feeling. I laid her down for bed and told her I loved her. Then with the Keys I walked out the door. I scooted into my car, silently shutting the door. I was on my way, but now, as a tear rolled down my cheek, would I come back?