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Emo

NonFiction Created on 12-20-07 Views(132) Story Rating G

I'm Katie. I am thirteen years old and I cut myself. I try not to, but it somehow just happens. It's sad but true. I find myself in a dificult situation and as a release I cut. Sometimes I cut myself where I like least like my thigh, calve, upper arms, chest and other places. If you ask me why I cut I would most likely say 'I'm not sure' I hate showing I've lost control, but it's turning into an addiction. My brain is getting used to the pain and it's like it's saying 'it is alright to harm yourself' When I know it's not. It's all a mind game and so far I'm losing. My friends are giving me tremendous support, and I love them so much! Even people I don't know that well, and didn't think liked me, are giving me support. When I cut I feel it's a waste of time but, my body loves the reaction. So maybe if I walk away slolwy I won't come back.

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On December 20th 2007 amalie777 Said: 
amalie777 it is a hard place to come out of, cutting yourself, especially at thirteen. i was thirteen when i did. just know that you have friends and family who love you and will support you. it is an addiction, most ppl dont kno that, but it is. so, talk to a counselor or other trusted adult, cuz most kids ur age cant handle it. talk it out, and you will feel better.
On December 20th 2007 hglnj94 Said: 
hglnj94 thts pretty much my story, except none of my friends kno. the suspect tht i am, but they wouldnt talk 2 me evr again if they knew. they all have problems wit emos.
On December 20th 2007 onaipwolf Said: 
onaipwolf That's really difficult. I used to cut. It was my way of dealing with my problems, of feeling in control. In your case, it seems like you feel a loss of control, so that's interesting. Perhaps instead of just trying to not cut, maybe when you get the urge, find a new way to deal with the emotion or situation that makes you want to cut. Make your body find a new thing that it loves. It can be a long road to stopping, but if you try, I'm sure you'll be able to make it. I wish you all the best. :)