Sometimes you just have to let go (2)

"Wake up and get ready for school, we're running late!" my mom always says we're running late for school. funnny considering she wakes us up at 5:30, we leave at 6:20, get there at 6:40, and we dont evern have to be there until 7:25, but whatever. 

"yeah, i'm coming."i groggily reply. man my head is pounding. i flip open my phone check my messages, grab some clothes and go down stairs and get tin the shower.

an hour later i'm standing at the door, looking in the mirror next to it. *Another day here i come, oh joy*  as usual i'm wearing my skin tight tripps, black shirt, mood necklace, earings, and i have my lirings in my pocket so i can put them on later. i aply my eyeliner as my mom walks in, yelling about being late. we get in the car and go to school. the entire way to Christopher, my brother, school she yells and screams about his grades. *oh joy, as soon as we get rid of him, its my turn.*  i get out of the car, walk him in and sighn him in,

"I love you Christopher, please do good today so mommy will be happy."

"I'll try sissy, ill try."

in the car once again my mom starts in on me

"A fucking C in algebra 2?!? what, are you fucking stupid?!? you know i can help you, why don't you bring it to me? and a B in science? come on summer your not a complete fucking moron."

"Mom, i don't bring the algebra to you because you get mad because i dont understand it."

"Thats a fucking lie, you hate MRS. Copeland and because of that you think it gives you the right to fail, like the other fuckups."

**SILENCE**
"i thought i told you not to wear black nail polish anymore?!?"

"you did mom, this is purple, you bout it for me, remember?"

"Bullshit, you're sneaking black and i know it, everytime i yell at you for it you give it a rest for a while and then right back at it. and i'm fuckingsick of the black, the chains, and the ninth demon from hell music, understand?"

"Yes mom." *yeah, right just because i wear chains, and like a diferent type of music from you doesn't  make me a satanist, and one day ill have the courage to tell you so*

**SCHOOL**