in a world full of beauty, im just a blemish

I never ment to be a fuckup. I guess i'm just talented. I grew up in a happy home, my parents were married, we lived in a nice house had two dogs. I had a job, played on my school's lacross team, the whole nine yards. I had friends, girls, everything anyone d want. but i wasn't happy.  so over the summer i underwent a change. i dyed my hair red, fire engine red, pierced my lip twice on each side, started wearing a LOT of eyeliner. I looked like the "emo" kids i used to joke on. No longer was i a poster child of the american teenager. nolonger the perfectly skinny blonde cheerleader. then I went to school. and it happened