April 21,2008
Prom was last saturday. And guess what? Bret skipped. He freaking skipped prom because sam asked him to! I knew I didn't like her staying there. So what if she got raped . She probably flung herself at him just to spite me.Like having him all over jane wasn't enough. Oh and jane. She came to my house, and was all, "I'm so sorry,I brought you a movie to make you feel better" and you know what it was? It was a tape of her and micheal on a date. I wanted to kill her. And if it weren't for the fact that I would go to prison, I would have. I am utterly alone now. I have no bret. I have no sam. I have no micheal. And I sure as anything don't have jane. If my life were a movie..everyone would be crying right now. If it was a book,I doubt anyone would still be reading. Wait..my life is a book. I write all this crap down in my lame diary, So that one day 10 years from now when I'm 'happy' I can look back and see everything was really ok. Well guess what, It isn't ok. I won't look back, Once I finish I am going to throw this book in the fireplace. I'll live off my memory of how my whole world got screwed because I'm a freaking idiot. I should have just asked bret not to let sam stay there. But I didn't. I let her,Then I looked like and idiot standing outside of the gym in my prom dress with no date. All because of sam. And I'm guessing the only person who would have danced with me, Even out of sheer pitty ,is in jail. My life is horrible. And to top it all I'm fat. Dear gosh. Why am I so fat! I'll tell you why, because jerks like bret and sam are my friends. And they just...came in the door.
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Created on 4-21-08
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