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A Warming Ice 7 (Damiens View)

Romance Created on 12-24-07 Views(143) Story Rating G

She gave in to her tears, I could feel them slowly sinking threw my shirt but it really didn’t matter, because the sky was now crying along with her. I hated to see her this way; I hated to see anyone I care about suffer. I pulled her a little closer to my body. I could feel her slightly shaking, “I want to help her, I want to so bad but I’m afraid I’ll just end up hurting her, what should I do.” I wanted to scream, this was all so hard for me I didn’t know what I should do. “I don’t know how I could help her; hell I don’t even know how to talk to her.”

“Is their a place you would feel ok with talking about it at?” I quietly asked her leaning my head down into her hair so she could hear me whisper into her ear. She smelled so good like it was it would be impossible to describe it, and a disgrace to ever try to, I just wanted to keep that smell with me forever. I slowly took a deep silent breath savoring the smell, etching it into my memory. She looked up at me and I moved my head back, so I could see her face.She gazed silently into my eyes, and I let myself fall into her own beautiful and pure ones. She quietly nodded. Her eyes were slightly red, and their was a small faint black trail leading down her face. I lifted my hand and slowly proceeded to wipe away the black stains that fruitlessly tried to cover her soft and beautiful face. She just looked up at me slightly stunned. “Damn I hope I don’t ruin this, she probably doesn’t want me to touch her.” I continued to wipe away the black anyway, she was still looking up at me even after I had wiped away all the makeup, but she didn’t look stunned anymore. Her eyes were soft and seemed so relaxed. I lightly smiled at her, as I removed my hand from her face. “So do you want to talk about it?” I asked quietly still looking down at her. Her face quickly flushed with pink, and she looked down again. I suppressed a smile it was just so adorable how easily she got embarrassed. I saw her nod her head slightly, but she still didn’t say anything, or look back up. “You know basically no one is here anymore their all mostly gone. I saw her head immediately snap up and saw her look around frightened. She pushed against me turning around. Completely shocked to see that their was only a few people left at the school. For a second she just stood their the rain slowly soaking threw her clothes. I could see the rain starting to drip down from her hair. “Are you ok?” I asked quietly. She spun around she looked completely terrified now. Her eyes were wide and she was starting to breathe fast and hard. I slowly stepped towards her. But she just moved away.“I’m sorry but I have to go.” She looked down and said sorry one more time before quickly turning around and running out of the school, splashing threw the puddles which only proceeded to soak her more quickly. I watched her run until she was out of sight. “What did I do?” I quietly whispered slightly shocked as I gazed on. Lost in thoughts of what I had done that might have made her run away from me like that. Was she afraid when I said we were alone did she think I was going do something to her. “Damn I bet that would be it I mean I can’t blame her, she’s been picked on relentlessly by those idiotic boys she probably thought I might try to hurt her like they did. Why can’t she see that I won’t hurt her I would never in my life intentionally try to hurt her. I swear I’ll never hurt her I’ll die before I do. I swear.” I quietly thought to myself. But then the thoughts of what my mother had always told me slowly seeped into my mind like venom slowly penetrating into the victim’s blood stream. The thought that she really did hate me for how I looked and how I was truly only a monster.I shivered I hadn’t noticed how wet I was getting. I turned around and looked towards the bus stop. Of course everyone was gone, so naturally that had to mean my bus had left. I slowly walked over to my bag and picked it up. I pulled out my favorite black and red hoodie, I slipped it on over my wet shirt, and proceed to pull up the hood, I dint want to be seen or see anything else at that moment. I felt like I was the worst thing on earth that I didn’t deserve anything I couldn’t not after what I had made her feel. “I just need to convince her.” I quietly whispered. But what did I really need to convince her of that I wasn’t a monster or that I wouldn’t hurt her.I slipped my messenger bag over my shoulder it was light, science I was new I really didn’t have much yet to carry around all that was in their was a binder, my note book, and my CD player. “That’s what I need right now, just something to drown out the rest of the world.” I thought slowly pulling it out while I stated to walk the seemingly endless miles home.            I let the music drown out the whole world as I waked, let it drown out the world rushing by me, the thoughts of school, the sound and feeling of the rain, and all the confusion I was feeling. I just felt dead like there was nothing left in me. I finally saw my house. It was at least Four miles away from any town, and about 10 from the actual school. I looked up I could see the moon slowly slip into view, out of the clouds which were still pouring down their tears on me. I looked back at the house I could see the light was on. I looked down at my watch it was almost 9 I had been walking for 5 hrs. Really it had only seemed like I was walking for a few minuets. I shrugged “Who cares I should have just taken longer, or not come back at all, it wouldn’t really have mattered, no one would care.” I thought dismally as I continued my slow progression towards the foreboding house.I slowly placed my hand on the door handle and began to turn it. To my surprise it was unlocked. I really thought with my mom being as paranoid as she was it would be bolted shut. I slowly pushed the door open. I looked in, and I immediately felt something slam down onto the back of my head. I let out a small scream of pain, before everything seemed to fade to black before me. The last thing I remember is the feeling of the floor and the hard ripping against my back.

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On February 1st 2008 chayeah22 Said :
chayeah22 OMG! :)
On December 26th 2007 heathsgurl94 Said :
heathsgurl94 ahh. wht the fuck?
On December 25th 2007 ha7 Said :
ha7 woah your story is great write more soon i want to know what happens to him. keep me posted.
On December 24th 2007 kimmy626 Said :
kimmy626 oh wow. ADDICTING!!
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KimSmallwood omg dude! what the fuck is wrong with Damiens family! his eyes sound pretty...but keep me posted
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CaityLove Sorry it took me forever! BUT IT LOOOOOVVVEEE IT! :) XD LOVE LOVE LOOVVE girl you had better keep me posted! :) THANK YOU@