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 When I woke up it was a hour later. I got up and looked outside. My mom's car was there but where was she? I went to the back door and saw her sitting there smoking and talking on the phone. She smiled and waved at me as she saw me. I smiled and walked into my room. I looked at my phone and saw that the same number had called again. I decided to call it.

 Ring.........Ring.....Ri-

Unknown- Hello?
Me- Hi, I'm Ashley. Uh, I got a call from you?
Unknown- Oh yeah. About that, It was a wrong number.
Me- Oh, ok. Bye

 Click. Why can't I tell him that I like him? Ugh, Emma and myself just makes all of this harder! Emma always tells me 'He's gonna go out with Emily! blah blah blah' Why can't she just leave me alone?! It's not her REAL brother!

 I sat down hard on my bed and put my head in my hands. I wish I could cry from this frustrasion, but I wouldn't let myself. The last time I "Fell In Love" with a guy, I lost him and cried way too much! I promised myself I wouldn't let myself "Love" another person, until I knew it was real, and he wasn't gonna go out with a girl who was 2 years younger then him. But this Emily girl was 13 and I was almost 14! Ugh! Why, why, why?! I took out a piece of paper and wrote my feelings for this down. This is how it went.

  When I think about you, my stomach fills with butterflies, my heart beats faster, and I smile ear to ear. But then I remember that your hers and not mine. The butterflies die out, my heart comes to a cold stop, and my smile turns to a frown that's heart splitting.

 With my feelings and thoughts on paper, I thought about how he would feel to read it. Should I? Should I not? I really needed to know. I mean you only live once, so why not?

Ok im gonna let u on a little secret about this story. All of this is based on my life! All the ppl in here are real! But their names are diff but the 1st letter os the 1st letter of their real name! And I REALLY do have a note that says that! And I NEED to know what I should do. He already knows that I like him but I NEED to know! So tell me in Messages or comments! Thank u!