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   That night when i was brushing my teeth it felt like someone was huggin me from behind but no one was there. Then i started to think about Nathan. "I love you Nathan." And like there was a person behind me i heard "I love u too, Jane." I quickly turned around. No one was there. But it was like he was here the whole time. I started to cry at the thought of him? Then it started to smell like him in my bathroom. Nathan if ur here, plz tel me ull always be with me and ull never leave my side. "I will always be here and ill never leave ur side. I wont let anything EVER happen to u!" Then i started thinkin i was goin crazy.

         As i crawled into bed i prayed for Nathan's family to be ok and i prayed to God to keep me from tryin to cut or kill myself.

                        Tuesday Morning

          I got out of bed. I dont even think i fell asleep. And the whole time it was like someone was layin with me the whole time. I really didnt want to go to school. But i got up. I went to my closet and opend it. The 1st thing i saw was the shirt he wore on our 1st and last date. I took it out and put it on. I also took out black skinny jeans and put them on. Then i went to the bathroom and combed my hair and put on the black eyeliner that Katie got me for my bday. I promised to myself that i would wear black for aloooooong time after yesterday. When i got to the bus stop Katie was already there. She was wearing a tight black shirt with a black jean skirt. She was wearin the shoes he had gotten her for last Christmas, Her black green day shoes. "Hey" She said with a weak smile on her face. "Hey." Those were the only words we spoke at the bus stop.

               After school

    School sucked. And all i did was draw broken hearts with his name in them. Everytime i walked to a dif class it felt like some1 was holdin my hand. I felt weird all day long! When i got home i didnt feel any emotion. So what did i do? I went to the kitchen and took out a steak knife and slid it across my wrist. On the 1st try deep red came out of the cut. Still nothin. No feeling at all! So i took another try. This time deeper. And i felt it. I went to go get a paper towel when all of a sudden i felt as if i was fallin and the lights got dim.

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