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As Lisa and I walked back into the hospital, all the gossipy nurses and inturns all stared at us like we had huge 80's hair dos with no clothes on. She grabed my hand and lead me to get my papers, as she did this she gave every wide eyed staring person an evil glare. I quietly laughed at all of them. When we got my papers, she yanked it out of the lady's hands and walked triumphantly out. Once we got into a different room where they couldn't see us, we both collapsed and laugh.

"That was awesome!" I said.

"I know." she replied. When I took my papers out of her hands than turned on my beeper. It instantly rang and it was a code 7. Someone was creating a disturbance in the childrens section. I strutted to the childrens section as fast as I could. Dannie was in that section and I wanted his life to be prefect for what he had left of it. Lisa automaticaly followed me with a confussed look on her face.

"Where are we...?" she asked.

"There's a code 7." I said angrily.

"Ohh." she repiled quietly to herself. She knew how much I loved Dannie, Everyone in the hospital knew. But I didn't care. He was the sweetest 7 year old I've ever met. He was social, and like most kids said and did things like it was there last day; And with Dannie it could be.

As I turned the corner into the children's section, the walls changed from blank white to blue with boats and dolphins on it. I turned into Dannie's room and saw that he was out of his bed. I began to panick and practicaly ran around the children's section. Until I saw Chris, sitting on a big grand piano singing folk songs to the kids sitting in a circle some staring at him in amazment, some singing along and smiling. But when I saw Dannie's wide grin shinning in the dim hospital lights swaying to the music. My heart returned to normal and a smile spread across my face. The music stopped and I looked back at Chris. He was starring at me, smiling. I quickly stopped smiling and began to look at him in a  'get the fuck away' face on. He smiled a little bigger and leaned down towards the kids.

"Ok, now sing the song we practiced. Readyy and go." He started to play. (go here to listen to the song with the kids singing. http://view.playlist.com/11848910347)

It was my 'sorry' song. I held in my tears and looked at him in astonishment. How could he think one of his silly songs would mend my heart and make me take him back. It was simply ridiculous. When he was done he turned to me to see my reaction. It wasn't what he expected because a frown formed on his face and he got up to walk towards me. I knew what he was gunna do; he was gunna come so close to me that my heart would be on the brink of having an attack than he would say something amazing that would make me want to attack him with a kiss. So that's why I didn't notice Lisa look at me for a 'kill him' singal or the kids whinning because they want him to play again and i didn't notice my arms move away so my body was open for him to hold. The only thing I did notice was him; his hair blowing perfectly in the wind, his chocolate brown eyes, every single movement his body made as he walked towards me, his soft kissable lips, his warm skin. I could discribe every part of his body and would not have to use a adjective twice. I know all his moan spot and all his tickle spots. I knew him. Every single part of him, which made this 'forgetting' plan even worse.

He grabbed me by the waist, which made my stomach flip, than he pulled me into his body, which made my heart accelerate.

"What's the matter my love. My beautiful angel. My world. My universe. My life. My half. Me." He breathed, which made me love him even more than humanly possible. I almost collasped in his arms from the pressure.  I kissed him, passionalty, the best I could do. Was what I wanted to do. But instead I closed my eyes and looked down as I grabed his hands and pulled them away from me, which made my stomach disappear, than I pulled away from him, which made my heart brake.

"This is the matter." I said, which made me hate myself with a burning passion. I looked at him and saw his chest flinch back like I hit his heart and acctualy broke it. Which I probely did.

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The rest of the day I tried to keep myself busy in the hospital so I wouldn't think of Chris. I stayed there ALL night and Lisa joined me so I wouldn't be lonley. "Hey where you going?" Lisa asked as I walked out of the research room. "The bathroom." i repiled. leaning towards the door wanting to leave. "oh ok. Have FUNN!!!" I laughed than sprinted toward the bathroom. I had time to think as I fast-walked. Shitt. I started to imagine Chris's face as I rejected him. My heart acked in response. So I tried to imagine Ice cream and the Beach to make me forget about him. But it only made me think of him eating ice cream on the beach shirtless. Damn you imagination! i thought. I turned into the next hallway and saw the old piano Chris was playing earlier. I walked over to the piano, closed my eyes, sat down and sang/played my heart out so that somehow maybe my aching heart could go away. (go here to listen http://view.playlist.com/12554781707)

When I finished a saw a single tear drop down and hit the key board. I quickly wiped it away and promissed myself that I would only cry that one single tear.

"I'm sorry." he whispered.