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Sunday, 22nd of September.
I stood, leaning against a tree for a while. Staring into the vast quite lake. It was so peaceful and beautiful; something that I could never be.
You can be peaceful, you just gotta break free Maggie thought.
Of what? I replied.
Of this ridiculous system. Break free from the system. you dont have to kill. She said.
You sound like a drugged out hippie who has no idea what she's talking about. I said
I know exactly what I'm talking about! Maggie argued.
So, you know the consiquences of traitors. You know that if i 'break free' and become one, I'm on the 'systems' hit list until I'm dead. I stated.
I'm not saying become a traitor!
Than what will I become?!
A...revoulutionary! Show the monsters that people don't deserve to die. because, even though they are not perfect like us; they teach us important lessons. Like how to love, and live life. and really without them we would'nt have a purpose. I felt Maggies pride in her little speech. I had no need to answer back because I knew she was wrong. How can such stupid creatures teach perfect creatures how to live, How is that possible?!
I slumpet down agianst the tree and felt the cold muddy ground on my butt. I leaned my head against the trees and closed my eyes. Than the worst thing happened, I thought of Cameron. He was the first thing that came into my thoughts, the first thing I pictured instead of the invisable lights on my eyelids. I began to un-willingly think of his touch and how it made me shutter with excitment and lust. How his kiss made me feel every muscle, nerve, bone in my body at once do flips. Than I realized I had to kill him. I had to murder him, it was the secound date and that was the routine. That was how I become one of the most famous Intermino's Monsters have every seen. And how, when I was done eating him (i shivered at the thought) I had to marry Gale and give him children that will soon carry out his miserable life. And stop going to the outside world, the beautiful human world that i cheerished and loved so much; I had to stay home with my new husband and cater to his every whimm until i was old a brittle and soon enough, turned to ash.
I did not want to live that way. I wanted everything to go back to normal; when I didn't know Cameron, my human brain was under control and I didnt have the marrage pressure from Gale. When you were a heartless monster. Maggie commented coldly. She was right. I was a cold blooded killer, I was the thing big eyed hopefull children feared most, I was the peace crusher, I was the hope chaser, I was a monster. I laid the rest of my body on the muddy ground and begain to cry.
I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster. I was a Monster.
Was all I could think about. Millions of my innocent victums bloody faces ran across my imagination. There eyes glassy and wet from crying, I could see right through them and what they were thinking which was all the same 'Why was my lover doing this to me?' I could feel myself literaly crushing their hearts in my palms like nutshells and eating it. Than I remebered the one man that got away; Sir Parker of England. He was the man that taught me how to love and why you do not want it. I cried even harder thinking of his sweet smell, and bright smile. Remebering the long walks we took, the jokes we made, and the passion we shared for each other. I lade my hand out, palm facing the sky, pretending that his hand was in mine.
Unexpextedly, a blue butterfly flew into my hand. I began to study it's beautiful pattern on its wings. Looking as if it could attract anything in the world with its glamorous wings. Than I studied it's face. It was truthfully ugly. Past it's beauty was ugliness.
Right than I realized I was a Butterfly. I attract my pray with my gorgeous looks but when I show them whats past the beauty, they realize how ugly I truly am.
Comments
| On November 13th 2008 matabooa Said : | |
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classic murderous goodness thanks for creating it |
| On September 22nd 2008 Izzy822 Said : | |
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Hmmmm.....ShannonShades, I like the dilema you have placed me in here, Cameron or Gale? Love or Power? Two of the oldest and most powerful motivators, now I will log in twice a day. |
| On September 22nd 2008 momoleighann Said : | |
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i like this chapter but i really think that she should turn down gale and go with cameron!!! |
| On September 22nd 2008 RaneDropss Said : | |
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my oh my!!! i love this! |
| On September 22nd 2008 Izzy822 Said : | |
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Lmao there's the more..... Wow, I don't think I've ever seen anyone analyze a butterfly this way....Amazing! |
| On September 22nd 2008 rosebrugh Said : | |
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wow |


