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"No, please dont go! I dont care that your blind!" he yelled pulling my bags away from me like a three year old.

"But I do!" i said, trying to hold back the tears. I just have to leave, I just have to leave. It'll be all over soon. Very soon. i thought over and over agian.

"Please." he was about to cry, and about to make this SO much harder.

"I'm Sorry." I turned around to where i heard his voice.

"Please" he brushed my cheek with his warm soft hands. i leaned against it.

"I love you." i said with a smile. His touch always made me feel safer, happier, less lonely. I liked that feeling.

"Than why are you doing his." he was breath close and crying, but i dont think he cared at the moment.

"Cause...I have too...."

I woke up in tears, for the one billionth time this year. I looked at my clock, it read 5:10. Ten more mintues than yesturday. I got up and stretched a little, than i went in the bathroom and turned on the lights. It was still dark, I started to figit with the lights for a while.

"god damit." i whispered furstrated. I put my hand to my face and relized my eyes were closed. This wasnt the first time though. I really wasnt use to seeing, throughout my life i was blind. I wasnt born blind though, my drunk father just thought it'd be funny to shine a light in a baby's eyes for 3 hours. So when i finaly got enough money to get the operation, the operation that could've killed me, the operation that could make me see agian. I learned about this operation from my mom and she learned about when she learned about.. him ... and she didnt like it very much. She thought love was stupid and useless. i did too, until ...him... So she thought of EVERYTHING to get me to break up with him, and the eye surgery worked. I wanted SO badly to see agian, I would risk my life for it and i did. But when i got the surgery, it came with...good and bad plusses. the good pluses was that i could finaly get my dream job as a doctor, the bad thing was me and him drifted apart and i swear i cant fell my heart anymore. i cant fell the warm touch of a man anymore, i cant really feel anything. Alls i can do, is see.

I put the keys in my ignition and screamed. I couldnt take this torcher anymore! I thought i would just forget about him, just say goodbye. But even though that one word with only 2 syllables it was the hardest thing to deal with. i took five big breaths and headed for work.