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My Testimony -- Part 1 (Area Two)
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 Created on 6-2-07
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During my life before Christ, I had a real problem with girls. I really thought I loved several of them. I did, but, I shouldn't have. Every time I got involved I became obsessed with them. And it really sucked. My life revolved around them, and how I could get them to like me, or something stupid like that. The first girl I liked...I was really really good friends with...But I loved her. And I didn't want to just stay friends. I told her that I loved her, and we haven't talked since. By the way, if you read this, I'm sorry. You know who you are... There was another girl that I really liked, and the odd thing was, I met her, and fell for her, IN A DAY! How SAD is that?! GEEZ! She was really cool, and we still talk, we're still good friends.. but I told her that I wanted to date her, and she sort of... pulled the "Just Friends" card. Which wasn't bad, because, I wouldn't have ever seen her anyway. The last girl that I completely fell for... Wow, this is a really touchy subject. Um.. Well, I met her in 7th grade, but I wasn't really friends with her. I knew who she was, but I didn't talk to her. Then in 9th grade.. I met her in my Driver's Ed. Course. I'm not going to lie, she was BEAUTIFUL! Man! I don't think I've met and become friends with a more attractive woman! But she had more problems than anyone would ever imagine. Her family was in debt... about $400,000 in debt. Her parents were drunks, and she was beaten as a child, and all this stuff that really sucked! well, one day, in Drivers ed, after being too afraid to tlak to her, I just sat behind her, and asked if she liked some band.. I think, Death Cab For Cutie? Yeah, but she said yeah, and we just talked, and talked a lot. And the more we talked, the more I liked who she was. And she was really open to me, and I to her. I thought we had something... One day, Out of the blue, she asked if I liked her. And I just said, Honestly, Yes. She was really cool about it, and just acted normal. That was really cool I guess. But then she told me that she was going to dump her boyfriend, and that she would probably date anybody who asked, (HINT, HINT!!) and I just didn't understand.. I just wanted her to be happy.. I didn't care about my needs.. I just told her how to work it out.. and then she stopped talking to me for about 2 days, and then she talked to me, and I ignored her.. for like.. a week. Then we just randomly stopped talking all together. I hated her SOO SOO SOOOO much... I didn't know why.. I felt like.. like I was deserted.. and that no one loved me.
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