Cancer chapter 4

Dear Diary,

Me and Tom aren't working out the way the newly wed books said we would. I'm really thinking about what I'm gonna do. I mean If I file a divorce then he'll be all like you lied to me too so he won't give me a divorce. I am so stupid,stupid,stupid. Well I'm gonna go chat it up with Debra.   -Sara

"So Debra,what should I do?" asked Sara. "Well,I think you should leave his ass and take all his money. But that's my golddigging opinion."said Debra while washing dishes. Sara sighed then said,"He lied to me though! But I lied to him. Crap. Crappity crap crap." Ok,when you start saying crap you need my help. Well you love him and all that bull right? Yes,so much. Well then the past is the past,plus you have more important things to think about. Like,I don't know you dying soon??? Please don't remind me. I'm worried enough. About my baby,and where she'll live and whether she'll live with you. Hmm,well I just had my last child Asana move out to college. Having a baby in the house? Crying,poop,pee,spit up and baby junk? Nah,I'm sorry. Why don't you let her live with her damn father? Tom is not fit to be a parent. He still a child himself. I need my child to stay with you....just until Tom shows more responsibility. They could take forever,but fine. I'll get a little crib and suppiles for the baby on my way from work tommorow,ok? Ok,thanks alot! I love you girl. Yeah,yeah. Enough of that mushy bull ok? I'm going to Pizza Hut ,want anything? "Cheese pizza!" Sara yelled from the bathroom.

Chapter 5 soon!